❤Tuesday, May 14, 2013 ❤
I am back to blog after many years....realised that memories fades fasts so tracking it here is good...
Fourth princess is out. Destiny marks my fate of having girls.yup=) Kids are all well and fine. at Laneige stressful due to sales targets and competitioon among colleagues...fighting with my weak body...fighting to spend time with the kids...fighting to be a mummy whom they can respect...ups and downs all these years...brought me stronger...life is never easy...=(
hubby and i have not been loving for long...confused....we hardly speak to each other...serious stuffs can never be discussed...i wonder why too!!!!!just walking each day by faith.
looking forward to my first trip after many years...going to thailland for the first time....stress i got no money to spend cuz spending make me guilty yet how can i not travel n spend?? these two months is noot smooth hope things gets better....
Darling girls...mummy cannot witness ur every growth but mummy is working super hard just for all of you... mummy scolds and nags but mummy love u no less....cuz u girls brought mummy happiness and are the only person in this ugly world that mummy has hopes on...i love u princesses....Ariel,Belle, Chloe and Destiny...<3 font="">
candy-val
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❤Sunday, September 18, 2011 ❤
after so long i am back to update.....tings have not been so smooth for me....financial issues rising...i found out i was pregnant with my 4th child and i lost it...i am 10 weeks pregnant but baby stopped growing at 6 weeks plus...why how and when did it happen i also not sure.....grieving thru this period cuz i had high hopes on having a baby boy....it's unfair why its gone cuz i first time went to pray to many temples...and like this....nothing more to comment.....waiting to wash off the foetus and start life again......bought several bb stuffs...yet so unpredictable....i told my sis if she want she can have them cuz i feeling very shit looking at those stuffs.....
maybe heaven knows that i am super tight up now...or maybe bb is a girl and he knows i want a boy so he took this chld from me to replace with another one soon....i am looking optimistic cuz there is nothing much i can do about it......accept treasuring my love ones around me even more....full stop for now.....
ariel is getting more rebellious and stubborn....she just wont listen to muh in laws...she just wanna do things her own way...kinda difficult to teach but i am tryingto read up on new means to teach her...
belle is very bubbly as usual...she gets sweeter nowadays....ahe learns o take care of her younger sister....though she will "play" with her but end up playing her sister toys on her own....
chloe is now super hyper...afraid of strangers though....she loves opening all muh drawers and sweeping everything onto the floor.....she wont call mummy and daddy yet....her vocab is only neh neh and mum mum.....lols...having 3 lil teeth now....she is in her 10 mths le....=)
hoping the kids will be smart and healthy.....not to let me worry.....
candy-val
10:07 PM
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❤Saturday, March 05, 2011 ❤
kids are well taken of...here i am going to celebrate my bday....yes like he says....after 21st bday....every year goes on at a faster pace......went to Ah Chew fishhead steamboat at jln sultan....the place where hubby first treated me to eat on my first bday with him......he told me wanted to let me recall back the feeling....with some bros...shaoqi... esmond...dapan....the rest???i dunno ....dun ask me why they did not turn up...maybe they busy with work....maybe they just forgotten...maybe i am just nobody.....
- anyways...he bought me a cannon camera...i've been wanting to get one so i can take pretty pics of the kids.....thanks a million
- esmond bought me a lanvin perfume.....thanks alot bro......love it
- ting bought me a beautiful grey dress..though just nice...but it triggered me to diet.....=)
- ting bought me a smokey eyeshadow palatte....marie cat undies....and pyjamas....loves(only she knows my taste)
thanks ting for helping me with ariel.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL....
Labels: TURNING 23
candy-val
8:14 PM
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❤Sunday, February 27, 2011 ❤
it's been hectic recently...not in the best condition to look after my princesses....i am sick sick sick...and i hate it especially when i need to carry chloe and there my mucus keeps on dripping...irrtitated....
i have been thinking what dreams u have for this lil family of mine....i know he wants a baby boy badly..but i scared i fail him....i dare nt risk trying for one and turns out having another girl....not now i mean...we are both not financially stabled and i still wanna enjoy being burden free.....i dun mind having many kids but the thing is i dun wan us to be worrying for their future....or whether we have enough time for them....now already no time for myself ..i am feeling guilty of not being able to help u .forgive me ya....but if u insist...i will just do it becuz i am ur wife..its my duty.....
candy-val
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因为我在用心爱你，所以我会和你发脾气
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只是因为我在用心爱你，我会学着包容，信任，理解。只是因为我在用心爱你，所以我想把自己所有的心里话都告诉你，为的不是吵架，而是从中找到解决问题的答案，找出彼此的心声。我不知道自己在想什么，不是不信任，我对你很放心，只是因为我是在用心爱你，没有任何理由。
我们彼此都会无理取闹，都会吃醋，生气，抱怨，难过要面子，想让对方主动，想让对方关心，多体谅一下吧，我们会走过去的，对么 我只是希望你给我的爱是真实的，是能触碰的到的。
我爱你。
candy-val
11:26 PM
11:26 PM
❤Monday, January 10, 2011 ❤
finally the kids went to school today....daddy beng stayed home looking after chloe while i sent the kids to school....this is the only alternative for the time being for the kids to go to school and me able top go work....cuz for the subsidies they are only eligible for mothers who work so......yes.......
- gotta look and get a job fast fast fast...
- gotta prepare money for ang paos this new year.....*pocket empty
- gotta teach ariel her spelling cuz every thursday she got spelling test
- was teaching ariel to write her name in chinese and she finally know how to write "chen"only
- belle has been whining lately dunno wat is her prob....maybe sibling rivalry or something
- ariel has been telling lies and i am extremely disappointed....
- i have been trying to tell dearie how i feel but still no outcome ....always eneded up in a quarrel
Labels: first day of school 2011
candy-val
8:02 PM
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