❤Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ❤
haha...here i am...some of u guys might be wondering wat the hell is val doing here...blogging away when her edd is up liao...yes...yesterday i dropped ariel at ting's place first before heading to the gynae for my checkup....i have dilated about 2cm...but doctor say no point if i get admitted immediately...for i dunno when then signs of labour will show...anyway doctor alwaes give an allowance till 41 weeks de...so i went home i guai guai wait for signs like bleeding or water bag bursting or contractions of every 10 mins....wait and wait......
wait till night liao....went down to meet ting...she passed ariel to my mummy at my hse downstairs....[ya...and i cried...cuz i miss ariel alot alot]...emo-shit me wanted to go over to her place...cuz no one's at home...[i scared lonely can or not]....but she said she meeting jacqueline and baofen for k-boxing...so i went along...headed to j.e....sang till 3am....ha...guess wat..we then went over to jac's place for mj session...one round nia cuz late liao....they were more excited then me about whether my contractions are here...and sad to say...there is contractions but not regular de....haiz....
ting and her bro send me home at about seven in the morning....i knocked out....woke up this afternoon at 12 plus and realised i had many missed calls....my family all thot i delivered liao...aiyoh....dunno leh...the contractions disappeared...dunno wat is wat also....i really pray and hope that my water bag will burst now or soon so that i can faster give birth....its very uncomfortable wit the big tight tummy....then gt contractions no contractions....
the funny thing is that i am not as excited as i am when i had ariel...hey...not biased huh...but i just feel so atteached to ariel le..i do not know how to divert my love away...but still...i love my two kids....=)
god i pray for a smooth and easy delivery...i pray that u will give me the strength to overcome all obstacles ahead...i pray that u give me the courage to face my mother's despise and remarks...i pray that my kids are well and happy...and that i can handle financially...god i trust in u that u will always be there for me...mentally and emotionally....
val lurves her two kids...her baby sister..her sexeh and family...("v")
candy-val
7:50 PM
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❤Friday, June 20, 2008 ❤
whoa...i soooooo long never update le....keep on online but just simply lazy to type nehx...ok..here it goes...
i left one more week to my date due le...and i will be giving birth to my second precious at NUH....after so much considerations finally just decided on NUH and solve the problem....anytime due the feeling is no fun...not scared of giving birth but is the anticipation of when i am giving birth and also whether it's a girl or boy...yar...i do not know...not yet thot of names...and everything i buy gotta be yellow...eeks...i never like yellow...but no choice.....after give bith my mummy helping me look after ariel for a week so that i can concentrate on the small one first....its good la...at least i know she got someone to discipline her.....rather than staying at home with her ah ma....[i dun like his mother and father]........all i ask is for a smooth and easy delivery.....=)
ariel very de cranky these days...very sticky towards me..knowing a sibling is coming to this world liao....she will run and lie on me and hug and kiss......very darling girl but sometimes u just get so pissed cuz even i bathe also she will scream her lungs out....gosh.....
leon these days have been nice...ok la...normally he is also nice to me...but he will get me things i wanna eat...he will hug me to sleep....at least i feel treasured again....
to my baby sister...i thank u for ur love k...jie misses u loads...hope we have more time for each other again k....
to sexeh....hey girl....u are losing lots of weight....can wait not...so rush for wta...i still got one month nehx....wait la....i also wan hiao and sexy....
candy-val
7:45 PM
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