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❤Saturday, March 20, 2010 ❤

18th march 2010
happy one year anniversary to dearie......time flew soooo fast.....it's been a year of knowing you thoroughly....a year filled with lots of laughter....sadness...anger.....disappointments.....but still u stood by me without fail....u hoax me tough u never knew how....u bought me many surprises.....make sure i had food when i go hungry......though u may not be one romantic guy that i dream of....but u are the sweetest guy who made me felt and know wat love is......the way stood by me when i go plucked.....(though is u make me mad de...*grinz).....thank u baby.....thank u for making me one special and lucky girl to have u...........thanks for trying so hard to make muh birthday special.....everything bout u is just beautiful in muh eyes.........i love u....looking forward to our phototaking...our arrangement of a beautiful wedding....i am just excited.......*winks....dun stress over money dear......we will just do a wedding that belongs to u and me....need not be expansive...i am ok de.....hugs hugs

started work at twelve elements on thursday......ok la....at least got muh bunch of old friends so not so stranger......have been super tired recently i dunno why.....imagine me a couple of times at bubberry not drinking but sleeping...lols...i just cannot control muh brain from shutting down...lols......and recently i have been sufering from cold fits....muh hands and feet are cold all the time....to the extend nicholas gotta bring a jacket down for me and i am still shivering....wat is wrong with muh body man....dear said that i am sick...but i hope it's just "sick".......

my princess ariel have been at ting's place for like a week cuz the mother thot that it was school holidays for them....but i am ok la....ting there i can trust her having proper care......and since ariel have been good...a holiday for her is ok de....but lil precious belle on the other hand poor thing...going to school everyday...lols...she is getting independent....though she is higly dependent on her pacifier at home...i still cannot quit her..tried all ways le....grrrrrrrrr

tonight the guys are going to have a steamboat reunion for fino and dieter....cuz their court is this tuesday...hope things goes smooth.....i pray for all and may the mighty lord bless all muh love ones around me......

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candy-val
12:01 PM

❤Tuesday, March 16, 2010 ❤

have not been muhself lately......i just dunno why.....super broke....i need a new job fast fast...i wanna find normal day ones but so....er......anyway...glad tht gurls school fees are cleared.........*stress......

last night i let muh hair down and went to neverland....sparks reunion party....did not drank much but happy to see all muh long lost sisters and friends.....completely changed....alll old le lor...lols......had fun.....but as were saying....things will never be the same again.....=)gotta move on uh~

have not been mummy for few days....and i feel super uneasy bout it.....but money money money......in debts man.......grrrrrrrrrrrr...babies...u better hold oin tight to mummy...mummy is on a really really rocky situation man......*pengx

have been quarrelling with bryan recently...over minimal and stupid illogical ridiculars issues......aniwaes......the important thing is we are fine after talkking things out now......so.....lots and lots of planning going on.....for jobs...kids....wedding.....many more.....yes...i mean wedding...it's a plan??????i really dunno ..*winks....lets see hoiw it goes ya.....but we have been scrolling through the web for ideas....door gifts for guests.....venues.....date of cuz is a chosen one.....looking through notes on a pleasant wedding makeup....everything i wanna DIY....though can get one person to plan everything...... wan this to be mine.....and hands-on.....budget is not the word but value for money.....tables is going to give me headaches ready....guest list of more than 200 is making me nuts.......ok...some of u think i am crazy planning this now....but hey....like i said i want things done perrrrrfect.....not in a rush....wahahhahhhha........within these few mths booking must be done le.....again....$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

i love princess ariel and precious belle.......squeeze u notti girls tight........

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candy-val
6:09 AM

❤Saturday, March 13, 2010 ❤

went down to jiang yao mum's wake past few days......sorry for ur lost bro...but as u think....it is actually a blessing to u and ur mummy....she is relieve from all pain and suffering already...and she is smiling down on u all...ya????take care bro....u look very very shag.....time to stand up again....=)have been gambling almost everyday.....yesterday i was really silly and learnt muh lesson....actually won 200 plus yet i dunno how to stop...in the end all gone.....=(.....anyway....i still know i am one lucky freak in 8....9......lols.....everytime super heng de......lols.....wahahhahahahha......but i super piss off with ah ben yesterday....trying to cheat???never mind...let u hiong.....win le so wat....*roll eyes.......spoil muh mood.......grrrrrrr

heard that the kids are out on bail now......glad that they are ok...but wonder when is their next court session....haix...why must one do such silly nonsense leh???if u guys killed someone i got nothing to say...but not for such reasons right???haix...hope u all will learn and change ok.....ur future is still ahead of u....and i will always be there for u guys.....sad to say...i am super super...utterly disappointed.....misses to u all.....

win liao lor...out never give me a call....dunno worry for u girls for wat.....haix......

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candy-val
2:37 PM

❤Sunday, March 07, 2010 ❤

sorry for not updating these few days.....too shag ler.......

5th march 2010
went down to market......drank few bottles of beer then headed to bubberry le.....i drink drank drunk.......yes...accompanied by all my bros...and sisters......dance all night......drink like there's no tml....oops....my pattern came out again...cried a few times.....got touched to receive presents fom zhen.....winnie and fion opened drinks for me....everything was perfect till i got drunk....sorry to those whom i irritated...sorry for my bad.......thanks kor for ur ang pao also huh....though u never come drink...but ur thot that counts.....loves to all...especially mr tan for preparing and arranging everything

6th march
went down to market again....meet the kids.....thanks for the wallet and hello kitty soft toy....and the cake as well.....i know u all have the heart.....hugs hugs.....thereafter went to turf city eat steam boat...super shiok.....eat eat eat

i very happy this year....thinking that things will be bad for me...but with so many love ones around me....i am sure i can overcome all odds..........thanks again to all.....thanks to all who pei me these two days....thanks for pressies....thanks for all those who msged me on face book and handphone...ur wishes mean more than anything to me..........

val is super emo now....all my close friends got caught and is now waiting for sentences......i am very very disappoiinted in u all....why do silly things and get into such a mess.....haix.....faster learn and be good k....i am going to miss u guys....come out le is still a brand new person.......hope the lord will bless u guys with a lighter sentence........loves

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candy-val
6:44 AM

❤Friday, March 05, 2010 ❤

it,s like the eve of muh birthday lerrs....yes...and i haven't decide where to go...most prob bubberry....thinking....anyways...i wanna thank my bestfriend for giving me the cosmetic set...mini sixe de...super cute...like that brand and colours alot...have not met her for super long time...dunno how many mths le....she still as sweet...thanks again girl........shan shan mei bought me a dress.....long sleeve black mini dress....with blikies at the shoulde pad...lols...very cute....i will hope tml the weather is good then i wear that down k????lols.......haix...dunno daddy will remember muh birthday not....dnno will have ang pao from him not leh....hehhehehehe......muh two lil princesses soooo small...too bad they dunno that it's mummy's birhday tml.....grrrrr

oh yar..i realised something bout blog....i thot all along only got things happen then i will post....but today i wanna try to be a good blogger...meaning where i go...wat i think even wat i eat i will post also....lols.....boring ma....nth better to do......like for today whole day....list of muh meals
  1. curry chicken with rice
  2. curry chicken noodles
  3. kinder bueno white chocolate
  4. prawn rolls
  5. nachos with cheese

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candy-val
3:33 AM

❤Wednesday, March 03, 2010 ❤

this coming saturday is my 22nd birthday ler....seriously i dun have a hell damn clue about how am i going to celebrate.....thinking of wanting to have fish-head steamboat with few good friends....or should i meet muh sisters for clubbing drinking and dancing session.......or will anyone bring me out on a romantic date for two....lols....think too much seriously.....frankly speaking...so old le...celebrate wat leh......i just wanna enjoy muhself and be happy on muh birthday thats all......super broke le...sorry guys i cannot bring u all out for a drink this time round

i dunno if u kids will be reading this...but val do not want a birthday cake huh....pls..........come down market pei me can le.....=)*i mean it man

as for muh wishlists.......i gonna just list down......like i said wish list*smiles
  • handphone(lost muh old one)
  • wallet(lost)
  • nice bag
  • whole set of nail polishes????
  • cosmetics....(pretty glitters)
  • ang paos?????
  • flowers?

haix..i dunno la...anything will do k......i miss all my close friends....and dearest jieying....u are far away now....hope u enjoy ur trip....dun forget us huh......next year birthday then invite u k.....misses a dozen

saw esther(sis) today....tummy getting bigger....she getting beautiful cuz of her preggie.....happy for her that she is getting married this sunday....but disappointed...cuz she tell me she not inviting people except her relatives....yet.....ahem....sis....u invited who u know la huh???i know u budget but kinda though....take care...though i not there to see u marry off....u have my blessings...think of ur child all the time and be strong for baby no matter wat comes around k....hugs u

princess ariel is teaching me so many songs recently......lols...songs i never heard before...but she sounds so good singing it.....sent them to school today and both their teachers praised them....for being attentive and super responsive in class.....*yipeee and proud of my girls.....loves

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candy-val
6:04 AM

❤Tuesday, March 02, 2010 ❤

sat went to ivy chalet....her daughter one year old le...so big already...times realli flies.....lil kids grow older...and then u realised how much u have grown......had a celebration for her....the usual guys there....finally met their girlfriends......missed all of them sooooo much....still will think back on the days when we woulf hang out.....super fun.......drink drank.....lucky not drunk.....played mahjong...gambled cards...lost $80 total...grrrrrr....too bad victoria gotta fly in the morning to thailand so she could not join us......had heart to heart talk....cannot believe it....zhi cao.....lols....good that i could tell him.....my heart felt lighter......oooh yar.....got kinda emo in the middle...cuz out of no where...our insensitive junyang asked me....:where is ur lao gong?"lols...ok ok...i cannot blame him....he dunno....then all odf them started to scold him.....haix...brothers so long le...i am ok de...just made muh mind have too many thoughts running thru......met new fiends...i really enjoyed myself....thanks guys.....junior.....u are as sweet as before...but u gotta learn huh.....lols


我不用想你，因为你在我心里。我不说爱你，因为行动告诉你，我不能没你，因为我要好好对你。


sometimes i really wonder....who will be there when i need to have someone....i just feel so alone at times..not knowing if who is true to you......my birthday is just next week...who will remember....i know some of u will...but i wanna see if my baby sis and my mother....or my dad will remember.......need to find a job reali soon...looking for pub job again cuz of the time.....grrrrrrrrrrrr(sorry...super random)
和你在一起的感觉就好像在读一本书，每篇都有精彩的内容。如果你愿意，我愿意用一生的时间去读完！

i wanna spent my time reading our love story...but......fairy tales are just lies....they always say happy ending....but true love never will have an ending...isn't it so?????

我一直想谢谢你，谢谢你出现在我的生命里。我一直想告诉你，告诉你我真的很爱你。

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candy-val
3:16 AM