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❤Thursday, May 15, 2008 ❤

just went to j.e library to return and to borrow a new set of books for myself and ariel...have been reading up recently on how to handle tantrums and bad behaviours....cuz my lil ariel is seriously getting out of hand....and too bad her mother here just cannot stand the sight of rudeness and misbehaviours.....

things ariel do that pisses me off:::

  1. she cannot wait for things she want...[impatient]
  2. she does not want to open her golden mouth for porridge..all she does is drink milk
  3. she loves throwing things for attention
  4. she cannot sit still at the dining table
  5. she throws cutleries and plates of the dinner table
  6. she runs around without wanting to let u hold

i can understand why other mummies are so stress and piss by such behaviours becuz there is ultimately nothing we can do to make them understand...they simply will not listen...neither o they understand even if we scream or yell or whack......wat are the other solutions possible...i am still finding a proper and suitable one for my girl....for beatings...screamings and time-outs does not work on her....she is too stubborn...its either u got the soft way or u dun even need to bother to get angry....

i left a month before my arrival of my youngest girl....not yet get alot of things ready....still thinking if i should go to expo for the mother's fair...but wondering if it is worth the distance...or maybe i should just get from nearby stores....for i am alone....nobody is free to take off..and i still have not pay up my hospital bills...already miss a few checkups cuz i cannot afford...dunno how also...arrrgh....



candy-val
9:07 PM

❤Sunday, May 04, 2008 ❤

pondering over some thoughts....recently i got involve with a "wierd" spam....mentioning about my past here and there...come to think of it...i did had a havock kind of teenage life....maybe like people alwaex says.....you make a mistake and it will alwaez be remembered....it can never be erased from people's minds...and that "black" dot will alwaez be part of ur life....i did have an ugly past...leaving impressions on people that i am loose...but when i really did change...when i really did stop...when i really did love a guy....i am never appreciated...i am never forgiven....it's a sad thing to know though.....yar....its a serve me right kind of issue....but i never did harm anyone did i??i never did snatch any one's boyfriend or husband wat...so wats the big fuss about....*shrugs....

to the people around who is trying or has condemned me::::::
i now have left my world of friends....i am living a completely different kind of life now....all i focus on is my two lil girls...and my husband-to-be.....my sexeh....and my baby sister....i do not have extra energy to go round clearing up misunderstandings and gossips...once and for all i have to say this...i have no ulterior motive or anything up my sleeve in hanging around with my sexeh.....

in my 34 weeks of pregnancy le....5 or 6 more weeks to go before the birth of my youngest princess.....praying for a smooth and safe delivery.....healthy baby will do.....once again....i love my lil family.....i love my sexeh and her family....i love my mummy...my baby sister...my aunt...


candy-val
9:39 PM

❤Friday, May 02, 2008 ❤

recently i feel so bored...dunno why...haha...just came over to ting's place cuz to celebrate her elder sis birthday....which is actually tomorrow...happy birthday ling...may your wishes come true ya???coincidentally...it's my precious youngest aunt birthday today too... happy birthday aunt...may you stay pretty always ...


i have been thinking these days...i wanna have my own house as soon...my aunt told me tht it was the basic thing i should have for my girls...hope hubby leon can faster fufil my wish.....it's not so simple but i believe it's not impossible....

ok..progress of lil ariel...she is getting ridiculous...she has no patience...she cannot wait for things at all...she demands like nobody business...she is like a monkey....but lucky thing...she can count from one to five ...at least i not so worried....still she is crazy over barney and baby bop....loves=)

been preparing for the coming baby...still not yet get some clothes from gigi...but i washed all lil ariel's baby clothes and mittens le....waiting for the june motherhood fair to get the rests of the stuffs....hope i am in time...heex..


candy-val
7:16 PM