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❤Thursday, July 30, 2009 ❤

i am really pissing off right now......i dunno if i am being direct here or indirect....but some things gotta be sorted out before it really gets out of hand.....

  1. i am not working cuz there is no way i can hire a maid....i am not eligible for it and my dad cannot do so becuz of his bankrupt term.....
  2. i am and have never taken any single hell-of-a-body for granted at all....i fcuk swear
  3. i owe u many so i have never said or commented anything that u have been saying bout me....
  4. i was not the one who messaged u the other day for i am not so free...it was mr.lee kok leong who felt that i was really uneasy so he messaged u
  5. i never took any one's pity....if u did then i misled u to...
  6. no lies or white lies if u think so....*shake head*
  7. i did talk about u.....its becuz of all the funy wierd things that u say or do....dun realised it?ask the people around u.....
  8. i dun spend a single cent when i am out playing...for my boyfriend does it al...my money that i have is for the kids milk and pampers and ariel school fees thats all....thanks for ur concern

when someone look at u with duly respect or appreciation....dun make her shrug her shoulders ad just ignore....when i dun reply it does not mean i am admitting but i just dun wanna quarrel further....i chose to igore and leave u alone....dun come test my patience.....no angry..no quarrels...no cursig..no swearing....just to clear wat i have to clear......

hey friends....to those who are looking for me do give me ur patience for i am looking for a number now....my phone number is again not in use for i return it to my boyfriend for his work...will get one soon....loves



candy-val
1:25 AM

❤Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ❤

first of all....i would like to congrats my dear for getting fourth i the lion dance competion this year.....i will be awaiting for ur performance at taka on september de....good job guys....ur efforts are not wasted.....dun worry dear...me and ariel and belle will accompany u again for ur training sessions de=)....do me proud k????a big hug to u and the team....

i am very confused and disappointed over some issues...i do not understand why people around me would be the ones who hurt me the most....i did hurt a few....but i never do wrong.....maybe i trusted to tell u things..but ur masked face fooled me....maybe i tried to give u chances yet u doubted me again....why is it that ur words just have to be so nasty towards me.....i swear upon anything that i have never taken a single one for granted....yet rumours and misunderstandings blew it all...maybe i do things bluntly.....but why u have to put me down this way.....

to the people out there....my friends or my opposition team......i am just looking for my happiness and not continueing my mistakes over again...i dragged things between me and leon too long already.....things had to end cuz i have to admit that things are not going the same way as i want it to.....even if u guys dun give me ur blessings with my new bf....keep the nasty comments to urself...my girls are happy...so am i...sometimes i really gets confused with my friends words..u people who i treated as friends were the ones who encouraged and asked me to let leon go...now u all betray me with ur words.....lols....i really wanna laugh it all out.......

u people thinks it's easy???it's like so easy for u all to go work....to go out....to enjoy....to fall in love...to enjoy romance...but me???i have to think twice before i wanna go out cuz i have to bring the girls with me...i cannot eat in peace....walk freely.....when i thought of putting them for someone to help me take care of them when i can go work for that few hours and earn that pathetic pay.....who is there to understand.....u guys know i got no one to look after them so i cannot work...when i have a job offer for that few hours....u guys would say things....omg...i really dunno wat to do....like i always say..even if i dun eat...i will not let my girls go hungry de...

dear....thanks for being there for me....not forgetting my two girls... never fail to buy them things...bring them out...eat nice food...carrying them when u know i am breaking down....i love u for all these and so much more....dear..thanks for buying the carebear stuff toys collection for me on our monthly anniversary...i really was touched(oops...yah..i did cry in public) ....dear i will be waiting for the rest of the collection....cuz i know that there will be many years in counting for us...(one care bear=one month)...u really am spoiling me dear....


candy-val
4:18 AM

❤Thursday, July 16, 2009 ❤

thank god for blessing dear's safety at work...and the day is finally here....he dun have to work that anymore....weee~ sorry if i rAISED MY VOICE AT U TODAY DEAR....i think we got some misunderstandings or u misinterpretted me....aniway...good it's over.....hmm...gonna plan a whole week schedule with dear and my girls since he is so free le....gonna go to the zoo...to sentosa...bring the kids to the beach...hmmm...
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belle is growing real notti nowadays..she keeps screaming for mama when she cries...when she just want u to carry....learning to talk so she is blabbering all day....dear and me was laughing when just now we were in the ar....she kept dancing when she heard the music...it was thai music though..lols....like she knows like that...lols...eat eat eat is wat she does,....
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ariel is still as daring...she never retaliates whenever her mei mei hits her...or snatch her stuffs....she sayangs her all the time....love my ariel for this.....but still...not eating everything...favourite fries and muchies is all she love....thats when u see her sit down and eat nonstop....gosh~~
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as for me..i am happy..happy to be with my love ones...i am so pampered that i am fat fat fat right now....no intention of dieting till earer to marriage....lols....dear is always buying me good food....hmmm.craving for youtiao da wang again....lols
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oh...read leon's post out in face book..he sems so happy right now...guess he has moved on...or maybe....he never even felt a thing in the first place...sorry that i have to be selfish to take the two girls with me...maybe even if i will have more freedom leaving the girls with u....hope u will find and treasure the next girl of urs....things between us is over..yet it was once beautiful...thank u.....

lots of love to Photobucketbryan tan...Photobucketariel wu and Photobucketbelle wu...lols


candy-val
4:52 AM

❤Thursday, July 02, 2009 ❤

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it was precious belle's first birthday yesterday...a very happy birthday to her...may she have the lord's blessings to grow up healthy and happy.....went to kallang seafood restaurant to eat.....at the same time celebrated mummy's birthday also...cuz they just happen to be of two days difference....too bad dear cannot join us.....food there ok la...not bad...but i think not worth it....thanks for all the litttle cakes....and for my friends who remembers her birthday...sweet of u guys....but sad to say....her own father dun even bother to give a call....how "thoughtful" of him...thanks ar..love u belle belle


candy-val
11:25 AM