❤Saturday, December 30, 2006 ❤
when u say you lurve me...do think twice...cuz val hate lies!!!!
loving me means...
accepting my baby lil girl
tolerating muh temper and nonsense
not controlling me like a dog
respect me and muh decisions
never lying to me
be here when i need u
pampering me
trusting me
having to face the fact tht we no longer can be frends when break up...lol
mny things will never be the same cuz both of us will belong to each other..happy daays or sadness...we gotta stand by each other..so....THINK TWICE!!!!
MUMMY MISSES BABY ARIEL...SHE IS GROWING UP SO WELL...LURVES TIGHT TIGHT
candy-val
9:23 PM
9:23 PM
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i very de bored staying at home....dunno lei...haix...guess i still am as playful...but i really wanna enjor muhself wat...why i cannot go out..no money!!!pengx...i dun like to be controlled...yet everyone is trying to control me...i live the way i want to..if i got to,...i will regret by muhself..i dun want restrictions....
ting...i reaally enjoyed muhself that day...i thank u for that,...nope muh girl...u did not disppoint me...i know wat u did all got resons de...me no blame u cuz u muh sexy!!heex...s for that kiss...lol...it hurts...u bite me lor...owe me one...lurve u girl...
nice knowing ur frends...but as for that 2...erms...treat as nightmre b....never mind de la...dun put it to hert or u gonna hurt urself...heex...more outings plaese...lols...muackx
every girl wishes to be able to go to her man in her sweats....hair in a mess...make up smudging all over her face...eyes red from crying..nd the first thing he would say is,"baby u re beautiful" and he means it...
candy-val
8:50 PM
8:50 PM
❤Wednesday, December 27, 2006 ❤
girl thankx for all ur help...thanx for being there for me....how will i ever have the heaart to ignore u.....even if i have the hert to do so to u...lso not to ur family lor...silly girl..me so touchy by ur concern....thanx again...
u'e simply
guys are just extra stuffs to get ourselves worried...ngry...and irritted at times but true frends stays
candy-val
11:30 AM
11:30 AM
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things happened lately....he got into accident...yesterday i was working as usual...when k-pool people told me he took mc for nine days...i asked lor,"why lei???got cancer ar???"lol...then she told me no...he got into an accident...broke two of his bone...hand injured....i stunned....drop muh customer's perfume[the one which she wanted to buy from me...]...tears just let go profusely....i do not know why.... heart really hurt....now i know why he did not wish me merry christmas this year liaox...but aniwaex...never expect for that either...
first reaction...i called him up...overheard him and his parents conversation...saying how bad his arms were...tears flowed more...i dunno la...he not worth for my ters to fall...yet he is the one that made me cry THE most...when it comes to matters of the heart...i am alwaex a failure...when then cn i really be like ting[my sexy]...maybe like she alwaez say me...its not i cannot...is i dun want to....DAMN~
HOW I WISH I WAS A LIL GIRL FOREVER...CUZ SKINNED KNESS ARE EASIER TO HEAL COMPARED TO BROKEN HEARTS!!!
candy-val
9:59 AM
9:59 AM
❤Tuesday, December 26, 2006 ❤
k...have just returned from muh past...heading towards muh future...ya...i played M.I.A recently...cuz was thinking bout lots of stuffs....my heart is broken and never will u be able to mend it baack...
today is christmas...lonely though...early morning went church with mum then went to fullerton hotel for high tea...each person ~$$$70++dams yummy...fat le fat le....arrrrr
ting ar...i am really very sorry for putting ur aeroplane that wednesday...never meant to..i SWEAR!!!muh phone no money to inform u...quarrelled with family....real bad...had no cash with me...damn pathetic...haiz...saw ur messages....very touvhed....thanks muh girl....by the way...ur vhristmas presents ar with me...merry christmas sexy...
the VAL now>>>>>hot-tempered as ever...stubborn still...more patient...fussy...irritating...cleverer... clear-minded....do not hope for The THING CALL LOVE ANYMORE.... NO LONGER NAIVE!!!!
priorities>>>>
1,ariel my girl 2.money
3.baby sis zhen zhen
4.my real friends
5.success in muh carreer
6.pay all debts
7.pay all bills
8.things i want
9.clothes
10shoes
candy-val
2:22 AM
2:22 AM
❤Thursday, December 21, 2006 ❤
candy-val
4:47 PM
4:47 PM
❤Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ❤
ahem* this post is specially for THE guys who is being sweet to me these few days...i do not not for wat possible reason that u guys[my exs]...are trying to coax me with ur honeyed words once more...yes maybe u are really changing from the past....but so have i....i am now attached with my lil girl and i do not wish my happy times with her to be interrupted...
"i willing to look after the both of you"....>>>>sorry...but i do not think u have got the ability to look after us
"but i really did change becuz i still love you"...>>>i am so damn touched but thats all i am feeling
"can u give us a chance to start all over??"...>>>>>i am sorry but there is no way i can start over my life cuz i have a lil girl already
okie...to sum things up....whether how much u guys have changed...how much u wanna be with me now...how much u regretted....how much u wanna spent ur rest of ur life with me...how much i lurved u in the past... how much u gonna sweet talk....how much i have hatered u...it's all in the past...and will always be in muh heart....but i still am not prepared to pick up and start over cuz i felled real badly..give me time...give me time to look for my real identity once more...let me search for the bubbly val again...
frends forever...lurves
candy-val
10:10 PM
10:10 PM
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wooosh~had a great day at ting's place...had braised duck wings for dinner..yummmmmmy!!!her mummy was so funny...dished up two huge bowl of duck wings for us...then me and ting were like looking at each other[thinking how to finish]...so we put one bowl back...guess wat....we had to dish the other bowl of wings again...cuz not enough.....wahahahaha **full full**....ting bought this "super cute"wording printed on the dress....her sis and her boyfriend bought ariel stuffs toooo.....thank all of them a million....**muackx**
*+*+*penny for my thoughts+*+*
i miss the fact that i am in a relationshipi miss having being cuddled to sleep at night...i miss someone to pamper me...i miss someone for me to vent muh anger on....i miss someone to say i lurve and care for him....i miss the feeling when someone say sweet stuffs to you....[all these may seem unneccessary...irrelevant...not appropriate...but every girl just wish to fall in lurve and never get hurt.....so farking impossible....******dream dream******
candy-val
9:18 AM
9:18 AM
❤Friday, December 15, 2006 ❤
damn angry with my dad...dunno where his brain grows....my sis wnts to enrol for her dtudies today...but yet u know wat her say???he said he got no money...then he say why my sis work so long never save de...huh??u mean studies she gotta come out herself???wat the hell...no money.....then got money to buy my step-brother electric guitr meh???$$$200 hor!!!!!wtf...nd he duno how to play lor...sai la....fuck muh family...dun force me to go court agin just to get the money back k....
2 weeks up le...my sexiest ting reminded me of that...aniway....surprised that u would call...cuz it was like...ahem*...wierd!!!sorry to say...i was not as excited though....maybe i had been waiting everytime for u to call till it was so numb in muh heart le...if god could grant me one wish...i wish he would erase all muh memories....happy de also i dun want liao....be vegetable*best....cuz by then i will be so peaceful....s for muh girl...i know my dear sister zhen and ting would see she gets no harm...i trust them...so i am relieved...
thought bout things just now...i really wanna let go...but i very bu gan yuan!!i willing to suffer any pain for my girl but dun understand wat wrong she did...that she must suffer the pain of her daddy not wanting her...its not great to have dddy like him...just that no matter how bad he is...he is her daddy....fuck up lor...dunno wat can i do for her...
just now i was in shocked...cuz my girl fell from muh arms...whole head was dunked into the wter...i very scared...lucky she okie..or i will never live...
ting..thnx for all the love ur family has showered on qian qian...i appreciate...
girl...as for those pple....dun be too upset... things are fated de...looooves
my girl is just so notti...keeps wanting to get up herself....like doing crunches...screams the loudest....luff the noisiest....eats the most....pampered by those around her...wants to talk ...very talkative....definitely...attitude siao lol...whos gonna tahan her???
eh ting...u want nt...lols
candy-val
4:13 PM
4:13 PM
❤Wednesday, December 13, 2006 ❤
yesterday went to eat dim sum with ting and her mummy....then next proceeded to fairprice to buy some groceries...ting wants to cook....cuz go out very hot...then save money too....lols..
how pathetic..my lil girl gotta bathe in the sink...lols...damn funny
she cooked sotong with chilli....cauliflower with prawns and "bao bei"...dark sauce chicken....yuuuuUUUUmy!!!!!very nice.....simply delicious...lols...[enough of me complimenting or my sexy will come grinnning from ear to ear]...haha....
girl i want go make hair too nehx...call me along ya???lols...we talked the night....her family played with riel...oooh ya...her daddy nt that scary la...lols...but...got one irritating person in a family..no no no!...nt from her family...but acts as though she belongs there...haha...nt my business la...
some pple are just so freaking drama...but i still dun understand why they behave this way....
hm...wat am i gonna do this christmas???sian sian sian...
candy-val
11:00 AM
11:00 AM
❤Monday, December 11, 2006 ❤
saturday and sunday work and work...hm...damn bored....but thinking of the money i could earn to buy stuffs for muh girl i am willing to work hard...saw at john little yesterday...got so cute de santarina and other clothes for baby...lols...so cheap some more...thot of buying for my girl...but i got no excess money to spend....haix...felt so hopeless...so useless... damn~
aniwayx....me now wating for the stupid hevy downpour to stop....then go over to ting there....lalalalla...me go there disturb her...wahahah....
candy-val
4:16 PM
4:16 PM
❤Friday, December 08, 2006 ❤
everybody lurves me....yeepie
me with a spoon...where is my meal??
esther mummy n me
rainrain ahyi n me
uncle wayne n me
ling ahyi n me
ting mummy n me
candy-val
8:24 PM
8:24 PM
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went jurong point yesterday...met up with ting and her sis...went to pizza hut to eat...as usual...curry chicken de...spicy chicken drumlets...beefballs...woosh..power!!!lols...ting took a pix of muh lil girl holding the spoon...damn comical...hha...ting de sis and mum bought ariel two sets of nice clothes...soooooo sweet....hee..i appreciate...wahaha....
ting remnded me tht a week has past...hm...kinda surprised though...cuz i relly never thot bout it...hee...but i gonna extend that timing...cuz i know i have nt gotten over it....val jia you wor...!!!
oooh...we went to scoopz to buy icecream....yummy...though we very full...lol...
getting late le...gotta part...haha...see u girls on monday ya???lols..i gonna stay for a week or two...maybe i shld just move in...lols...
mummy lurves qian-qian<3
candy-val
8:03 PM
8:03 PM
❤Thursday, December 07, 2006 ❤
today went to orchard far east with my lil sis...cuz she wanted toget some stuffs....she bought clothes...to shoes...to.....woosh...alot...so envy to see the way she cld spent money...haix....aniway...later we went to cine...played billiard...ate...k-box...met up with esther and rain...hm.....sian..sian...sian...missed my girl....but did not wanna go home that early..haix..i really need time off for myself...haix....stress!!!!
i am someone who will never betray those she calls friends...never take them for granted....never backstab them in anyway...so those out there...who is trying to crash me down....just watch ur words...for when i stepped on muh tail i will flare....
dunno when then can get pay...spent muh last money on girl's milk powder yesterday...haix...fucking sad...
ting ar.....wat u want for christmas???estherr..wat u need???sis wat u would lurve.......haix...i will save...but gotta settle muh bill soon....m1 pressing me le..sian...MONEY!!!!
candy-val
12:52 AM
12:52 AM
