❤Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ❤

ahem* this post is specially for THE guys who is being sweet to me these few days...i do not not for wat possible reason that u guys[my exs]...are trying to coax me with ur honeyed words once more...yes maybe u are really changing from the past....but so have i....i am now attached with my lil girl and i do not wish my happy times with her to be interrupted...
"i willing to look after the both of you"....>>>>sorry...but i do not think u have got the ability to look after us
"but i really did change becuz i still love you"...>>>i am so damn touched but thats all i am feeling
"can u give us a chance to start all over??"...>>>>>i am sorry but there is no way i can start over my life cuz i have a lil girl already
okie...to sum things up....whether how much u guys have changed...how much u wanna be with me now...how much u regretted....how much u wanna spent ur rest of ur life with me...how much i lurved u in the past... how much u gonna sweet talk....how much i have hatered u...it's all in the past...and will always be in muh heart....but i still am not prepared to pick up and start over cuz i felled real badly..give me time...give me time to look for my real identity once more...let me search for the bubbly val again...
frends forever...lurves
candy-val
10:10 PM