❤Monday, January 29, 2007 ❤
i am feeling real queasy lately...fever kept come and go...wtf!!!soooooo uncomfortable lor....
the day before started work AGAIN!!!t paul and joe...[ting i got keep sample for u de...lols...]was at bugis relief colleague....suddenly felt so cold...thot the weather...but then i knew i was gonna get fever...dun ask me..i just knew it...got the "i am feverish" feeling norhx...went home nd bathe and laid flat....middle of the night fever stroke!!!eeeks...hate having fever
[phobia since young]
the next day[which is yesterday..] not yet okie...so cannot go scotts work....cuz the following days gotta work full-shift...so i sure buay tahan de...so took off...rest..sleep...took medicine...sleep...
today feeling slightly better liaoz norhx...went to shaw house scotts to work..hmm..lucky i smart..knew all the promo and stuffs...so worked my way thru...from morning 10a.m to night 10p.m..[yups...12 hrs]O.T norhx...bo bian...company go hong kong left few of us to take over...aiyah...got money work lor...dorts....
think thot thinking...dunnow why keep lIKE DAT LEI...THEN VOMITY..OMGZ!!!dun tell me...lols...siao ar...not so heng de la....lols[ting...dun question me...my answer to u is no hab...i never...lols]u know wat i mean de....hahaha....
btw...today girl girl was looked after by my gogeous lil sister...zhenzhen...lols...and she fail la...though she tried...hee....maybe girl not used...she was tired...hee...love u baby sis....jie buy u something when gt money k??
sexeh!!!i miss u
candy-val
11:30 PM
11:30 PM
❤Saturday, January 27, 2007 ❤
these are some pics of princess ariel and the stuffs tht her precious sexeh mummy bought....kawaaii de norhx....and thanks to sexeh's good camera skills...then u all get to see such comical pics...lols...you go girl.
princess just look so adorable...but look at the two xrazy us...lols...but they are precious memories...weets...
lurves
candy-val
2:05 AM
2:05 AM
❤Friday, January 26, 2007 ❤
haven't been updating these few days cuz i am LAZY!oops..but ya...too tired thaT i did not have the mood to blog..
let's see...to begin with...2 dys back went over to muh sexeh place...oooh...everyone in da family was still as sweet....all missed baby ariel....hmmm....[envy bb...so many pple dote]...ah ling jie jie and jack bought baby ariel a jumper from fox.....it was...ooooh...SO DAMN CUTE!!cuz of its pale beige colour nd the unique dog logo in the front...hee...it was like so "got heart" norhs...i very de paiseh nehx...cuz ger ger has received so much pressie from them....pls lei...i will paiseh de norhx...lurves to da family..
yesterday nehx...went to tampines mall to meet muh sexeh...lols...omg..girl we becoming lesbians pro le la....siao ar...dorts....cuz she just went gor checkup then is got the heart de lor,....so we had lunch together....went to eat soul garden.....we like attacked the chicken aand the cockles and the clams like nobody business wor...eat and whack them all...lols...girl...next time i promises go bring u go the pariss eat na...lols...dun when i no money ask me eat "ho liao" lei...lols...
woosh....she decided to go over muh place after some thinking....hee...guess wat...as usual...muh sexy gave me surprised again....she bought this white sweater which is cute de lor...and a new year apparal which is comical de lor...and clips and headbands which are sweet de norhx....[all for bb]..omg...she always getting stuffs that i wanna get for girl...she just got the heart la....
then wee ji siao ariel...we took silly pics with her...lols...dmn cute de photos...will update the photos when i fet them from sexeh...as for the items girl receive??i will post them up later in the noon...cuz pls lei...now 7 a.m nia....miss valerie is still blurr and sleepy,....going bck to koon liaox...
i wanna lurve u girl...u touched muh heRT....[but still figuring out wat muh pressie for bday is...march very de long nehx...weeeeeeeets~
candy-val
7:13 AM
7:13 AM
❤Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ❤
boring nehx....brought girl to tampines mall to do some of muh stuffs...[my working payslips stuffs]..collegues played with baby ariel till ki siao liao...girl got so angry with one of muh friend cuz she keep wanting to take out ger's hand froom her mouth...girl got so pek cek started shouting at her...lols..damn comical...
me gonna start working once again...and i must try my very best not to late...nor take mc...gonna work long long long...then get bonuses and stuffs...wahhaha...thats not the point...i gotta work cuz girl needs the money...every single cents counts...hmmm...
the clock striking 12 soon...i gonna be back to reality..where everything is not that perfect after all...but cinderella at the end still got to be with her prince and they lived happily ever after....maybe like they say...fairytales never exist...cuz if they do...hmmm...i would be like so damn CINDERELLA liao...lols
candy-val
6:23 PM
6:23 PM
❤Monday, January 22, 2007 ❤
saturday>>>>
went to dxo with estherr and my younger sis zhen zhen..whoa the queue gan long...maybe cuz its underage party so those "small small" ginnas go chiong to get in....lols...u must see the way they wear...as though they very de sexy...pui sia...obviously is thay first time clubb de...lols...okie...enough of muh insults...
so we deciding where to go the whole time due to the crowd....both muh sis nt 18 yet[hey...nothing big deal wat...soon they 18...everyone goes thru this stage....bleah~]so we hd to think of funny plans....met alex there at dxo outside...he say he sua to M.O.S...then teachh us to duplicate chop....hahahah...
and so we did...heng lor...lucky can go in....yeah~if nt i gonna be damn sian....the thing is tht i was so smart that i did not even pay for the entrance fee...lols..*shhhh...dun tell u guys how
drink..drnk..high....lols...lurves my girls...they simply makes my day...went back to jurong instead due to the state i was in...miss my baby girl....but sometimes i just gotta let go and enjoy..*excuses...
candy-val
9:14 AM
9:14 AM
❤Thursday, January 18, 2007 ❤
yesterday went down to redhill for muh interview...aiyah....i know i sure get in de la...[nt cuz i buay ba]...but ish cuz muh friends working there all know me ma,...even the incharge...then her tone sounded positive tooo...yeepie...though the pay nt high...nvm...as long s i got some money to save for ger ger can lio....
next headed to clementi then meet ting...hm...kinda miss her when i saw her...wanted to hug her...lols....then i think..."pls leh..kan lesbian lei..."lols...so NONO!!!
we went down to bugis to look for clothes...she bought several nice clothes....then went to bugis street to hunt for bgs as well....but nth leh...in the end i also never buy anything...except for wet tissues from watson....lols....dunno lei..nth i fancy,...hee...
met morgan as he was free before his next appointment schedule...went tgt to pasta mania and eat...then smoke then slack....then smoke then slack
late liao...gotta run....on the way waiting for cab ting and morgan dmn cute lor....hear their nonsense stories u can pengx....hm...so sad to leave...wahhhaaaa....next outing pls!!!even if is to slack nia
candy-val
12:55 PM
12:55 PM
❤Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ❤
whoa...today damn tired..went to look for ger clothes at town..for new year...went to taka...then the burberry kids got 50%off...damn worth...but useless me got no money buy for ger...so kek xim...then went to john little...not very nice lei...in the end went to OG...ehhhh....found something sweet...so buy lor...bought socks too....hee...a lil on budget...wait till i work nd save mooney....$$$$...hm....
reached home de time fed girl medicine...omg...she almost chocked....she drank water the cme out from her nose...i panicked...cuz she was gasping for air...cannot brethe...i held her tight and cried...useless again...i dunno la...broke down...so worried...so scared...so dunno wat to do...no she sleep peacefully le...still keep looking at her...worried...cnnot sleep....going mad...
candy-val
2:02 AM
2:02 AM
❤Monday, January 15, 2007 ❤
candy-val
6:30 PM
6:30 PM
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going back to work next week...haix...no money cannot survive...girl abit better le la...see her cough i heart pain pain...me working at toen...paul and joe...cosmetic line...hope things goes well...need to save as much for nn ariel..in time to come she will need more expenses lorx...haix...muh mother kept saying i asked for it...she said she dun understand why till now i dun wanna sell or give girl away....mummy...you will never understand de...she is muh everything...she is all i have...since young nth really belongs to me...i dun have anyone to love or to love me...maybe i selfidh...even if she grows up notti...i will try muh best still to give her everything...even how difficult i gonna be..lord gave her to me...no way m i giving her away...no one will ever understand de...
see muh girl grow i very contented...though at times i feel useless for not being able to provide her good life...see nice things also no money to buy...but i hope the lord will provide..haix...
bb ariel coming 4 mths le...she can turn and crawl le...so cute...crawl abit then tired le...erms...hers not call crawl la...she uses her legs to kick forward...then tummy "bua" against the bed...lols...one day must take photo...oh...she is very attached to her lil lamb...hee..here are the pics
candy-val
5:50 PM
5:50 PM
❤Sunday, January 14, 2007 ❤
just came back from ah yi house...still rain and rain...baby ariel still sick..poor thing...caNNOT GASP FOR BREATH IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...like usual had to suck out her mucus...okie...i also "kam lan" de la...suck mucus for her till i got flu muhself...lols....ran down with fever yesterday....felt weak...damn shacked...
went to junction 8 today with family....ah yi bought ariel hello kitty utensils...dmn sweet..hee...wanted to get the lil mermaid de...but no set so not nice...nvm..next time go find...
read ting's blog...got a lil stunned...i dunno who she swearing at this time...i got feeling i offended her this time round....hmm....dare not confront her but girl i know u will read muh entry...
if i really did offend u this time...i am sorry...never meant to...apologise for not going...i dun like this feeling of not knowing if i am the person who made u angry...*lousy feeling...sad that the ting i know has gone back her ways...but i understand ur intentions...just hope u promised me that u will be back and its true...even if i am in no position to question u...just treat as for ur's and ur family sake...if i am not worthy to be considered as ur friend..then i am asking on behalf of ariel...:"god-ma...pls come back"
candy-val
9:44 PM
9:44 PM
❤Friday, January 12, 2007 ❤
where are u when i needed u the most...whose that lucky girl
candy-val
8:06 AM
8:06 AM
❤Thursday, January 11, 2007 ❤
okie..i am so so useless...passed muh sickness to baby ariel...and till today she still ish sick...got runny nose and cough...haix...see her breathing so difficultly and taking so much medicine...i soooo damn heart pain...ya...u guys must be thinking...t first i did use the nasal pump to get her mucus out...but she got more and more...in the end i used muh mouth...i hasitated...but i felt her agony so i did it...she more important than any virus or disgusting things that i can think of...lolx...hope muh girl recover fast...then bring her go find her ah ting mummy...wahahaha....
ooooh....muh fats are piling up...hve not been exercising...and been munching on cookies and chocolates...oh dear...arrrr forget it...no guys want then never mind la..lols...*blinks
damn...i dunno how i gonna survive for the next 2 mths cuz muh pay did not come in and only will come in on end of next mth...pengx la..which means after new year...wha....sian...how to buy clothes for muhself and girl....dorts.....
candy-val
8:15 PM
8:15 PM
❤Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ❤
candy-val
11:22 PM
11:22 PM
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dearest sexy,
thinking back on the FIRST time i met u...felt so strangers...but FATE brought us our friendship....
u brought me laughter when i was pregnant...u gave me moral support in things i do...u guided me to the right path...u cleared muh mind...u thot me independancy...u showed me the meaning of friends...u would be here when i needed u...[anytime anywhere]u helped me through muh difficulties...u lurved ariel and pampers her...I APPRECIATE LOTS GIRL!
there are things i do not understand bout u...and never thought of probing into the things u do....cuz i know u are a girl who clearly knows wat u want and wat u're doing...
whenever u smile and laugh so crazily with me...i tend to think..."is something she hiding?"...i wanna help you like u always help me...but i dunno how...
yesterday when u snubbed me at ur stall...i just knew u weren't happy bout something...something told me that i SHOULD just walk away or something...thinking issit cuz i was with him or wat..i dunno wor...*blurrs
sometimes its hard to guess wat u are thinking..
saw ur bloggie....beinf flirt is nothing la sexy....every girl tends to be a biatch in some way de...like u say...no strings attached u can fling around no one cares de ...but know how to protect urself ya??
candy-val
12:33 PM
12:33 PM
❤Sunday, January 07, 2007 ❤
yesterday went to toa pa yoh hdb hub to meet muh ah yi with ger ger....so looong never see her ma...went for lunch...then go popular....spent some time there cuz she looking for assessment books for her this year sec one son[muh cousin]...aiyoh...stress...just start school olreadie got assessment to do...poor soul...lols...dunno why she so kan jeong...hha...maybe all parents like this de la...dunno when will be muh turn...maybe i more kia su...lols...lets count....1 year...2 years...3 yers....arrrgh.....still long...lols....
can anybody imagine at this year...2007...still got "block shopping" de lorx....my sexy black heels got stolen..i dunno wnna luff or cry....omg....i thot this only happen in muh generation....hahhaahah...aniwaez...DMN!! got so pissed off....just bought a pair of muh slippers from downstairs...buy 1 get 1 free...ok la...anything...BUY!!!hha....
going to shop for new year clothes for me n muh ger liao...when i got the money i mean....
thanx ting for ur help...u know wat i mean....i miss ur family and u...i think princess misses all of u too....hugs....see ya soon.....
candy-val
9:23 PM
9:23 PM
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我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你
为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依
我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来
为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
candy-val
12:47 AM
12:47 AM
❤Saturday, January 06, 2007 ❤
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远
因为我want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他
candy-val
9:55 AM
9:55 AM
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专辑:太美丽
春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
jolin in the house
dt(david tao) in the house
our love in the house
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女生就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她尊重她
安慰她保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
yes i do!
听我说
手牵手一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
candy-val
9:53 AM
9:53 AM
❤Friday, January 05, 2007 ❤
i am so shacked...yesterday got fever....then vomited...eeeks...hate that feeling...woke up today at 2 plus...lols...boring wor...i wanna do things...so i clened muh room...washed the clothes....but very no strength....lols...hope i faster recovers so that girl will not get it from me...
baby ariel now so guai...she dun anyhow cry le...keep playing herself..then tired liao just put her in her pram and she sleeps on her own...wat a darling girl....
candy-val
6:09 PM
6:09 PM
❤Tuesday, January 02, 2007 ❤
it's 2007 liaox...time pasts so damn fast....a new year for me cuz i got my lil girl right now....my new year resolution would be::::
find a good job...[but must be somrthing i like nahx]
earn lots of money for muh girl....[$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$]
no more anyhow shopping.....[sian larx]
treasure those who lurve me....[know who you guys are]
treasure muh friends...[i mean FRIENDS=will be there whether u are in need or not]
no more day-dreaming...[fairytales never exists]
i wanna be more
i wanna be the
thinking of way to be a lil more
no longer that
no longer that
candy-val
1:56 PM
1:56 PM