❤Monday, January 15, 2007 ❤
going back to work next week...haix...no money cannot survive...girl abit better le la...see her cough i heart pain pain...me working at toen...paul and joe...cosmetic line...hope things goes well...need to save as much for nn ariel..in time to come she will need more expenses lorx...haix...muh mother kept saying i asked for it...she said she dun understand why till now i dun wanna sell or give girl away....mummy...you will never understand de...she is muh everything...she is all i have...since young nth really belongs to me...i dun have anyone to love or to love me...maybe i selfidh...even if she grows up notti...i will try muh best still to give her everything...even how difficult i gonna be..lord gave her to me...no way m i giving her away...no one will ever understand de...
see muh girl grow i very contented...though at times i feel useless for not being able to provide her good life...see nice things also no money to buy...but i hope the lord will provide..haix...
bb ariel coming 4 mths le...she can turn and crawl le...so cute...crawl abit then tired le...erms...hers not call crawl la...she uses her legs to kick forward...then tummy "bua" against the bed...lols...one day must take photo...oh...she is very attached to her lil lamb...hee..here are the pics
candy-val
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