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❤Monday, February 12, 2007 ❤

to the guys who showered me with care and concerns::::::::
  • sorry..its all i can say
  • i know u guys have showered me with lots of lurve and care....
  • its not that i dun appreciate...
  • but u guys gotta know that i ain't longer that VALERIE...nor CANDY...
  • i have a lil girl now....
  • i no longer believe in fairytales...
  • its not i dun want to show any interests back but its becuz i haave changed
  • i can no longer fling around or just like anyone i see....
  • maybe after i have given birth my mentality changed.....
  • nothing is more important than earning money for my il girl
  • never ask me to forget my guy...
  • though he has done me wrong...
  • though he hurt me tons...
  • but he is the guy i reallly cannot forget....
  • my lil girl has his blood... seeing my girl reminds me of him...
  • sick and tired of guys...
  • i ain't playing anyone out...
  • not trying to hurt anyone...
  • but please...all of us has grown up...
  • learn to grow mature...
  • kisses and hugs to all the guys who showered lurve upon me...
  • but simply hugs and kisses and nothing else...

LEON HENG HWA YONG
  • you lurved me and brought me high...
  • yet u threw me high from above
  • i fell badly...
  • i can never stand tall being who i am...
  • i wanna forget all these memories of mine...
  • i wanna tell myself how silly i have been...
  • i wanna ask god to erase all my memories....
  • please stop torturing me....
  • valentines coming...
  • another year without my guy....
  • its meaningless.....
  • i wish u could just live happily with the girl u lurve...
  • but u cheated...
  • why so fast from cindy to another ger...
  • wats all these....
  • i really dun wish to sy these...
  • but u played enough le ba....
  • u hurt many of ur exs lerr....
  • dun hurt another...
  • no one approves with my feelings for you..
  • but it was fate that brought the two of us together....
  • i dunno wat to do any more
  • my birthday is muh dead line...
  • its drawing near...
  • i am scared....
  • shattered....
  • gone...
somebody just kill me....ting...give me till my birthday....and i will totally sort things the way it should be....be my valentine????


candy-val
1:31 AM