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❤Tuesday, October 02, 2007 ❤

sometimes god knows u are down with some setbacks...and he would willingly send u gifts to show that he still cares.....he did it to me.....sending two "angels"from above....however...tis does not mean i have to accept anyone being nice and sweet to me.....though the old val would...i can fall for a guy easily...thats my weak point...but to be with that somebody...it takes his effort and sincerity too...

i never liked anyone to control the way i live my life..it may not be the fullest...i may be harming my life....but it's definitely my choice....i may know u are hundred and one mr.nice guy.but i will not go with u...rather when i know a guy that is condemned...i may stilll choose to follow him....

to leon.....u made me thought that i was ur life..ur soul...ur girl...and it turned out that u dun have any feelings for me in the first place....how silly of me to take notice of it only now....becuz i loved u too much...i gave up everything....now the same thing...becuz i love u too much....i willing to give u up...so that u can find ur happiness...just please stop doubting ur lil girl..she is fcuking innocent!!!!haiz...

this is to ****d i know u are being nice to me...i know u care...i know u want me to be ur girl...but there are times when i get to choose...there are times when some things just does not go ur way...there is such thing called a crush...an infatuation....like and love.....maybe u just dunno where u stand.....time can tell it all...its had for me to turn u down straight...but there are reasons behind everything...yes i am happy to have ur company....but i just hope to get away my own problems....u can be really sweet to a girl....try to learn how to behave...let things take its course ya????let time decides.....

this is to ****n...u are a sweet guy...u really nice to people around u....however u seems to be hiding lots of stuff...u told me so what if i know bout ur things.....actually i just wanted to know...actually i dun really care if u are a good or bad guy...cuz it is now de you that i know..its who i see now....sometimes u gotta be selfish.....when i cried that day....its cuz of what u said...maybe its ur sweet talking skills...haha....what u say is right...no matter what decision i make...i should be happy....thanks for teaching me so much...maybe u dun realised....take things slow....liked u said.....

i just want my lil princess and me to happy


candy-val
3:08 AM