• issue 1___________

to all those who keep trying to look for me...please leave me a comment or message on my friendster...i will get back to u guys de...hope u all will spare ting.....leave her some peace for i understand how disturbing and irritated she must have felt.... may keep in contact with her but she ain't my messanger....thank you for u're understanding

• issue 2___________

to leon....sometimes i wonder...what i have been doing all these while....are they worth a single bit??i am trying so hard to be like any girl giving u all i can give...waiting for u to come home...but u dun appreciate....u only care if i betrayed u...if i outside got boyfriend...if i did u wrong...did i sit other guys bike...i feel so idiotic....knowing no matter how long it takes u will never love me...knowing how hard i try u will never trust me...knowing how hard i try u will never be able to give me what i want.....deceiving myself or torturing my mind...???

when the day comes...when i have see that u have settled down with ur job...i will leave....i promise i will not hold on anymore...i promise i will not cling on to u le...i ask for nothing more...i dun need u to pity me than come and love me...just stop insulting me and my lil girl...

• issue 3___________

princess ariel is coming 14th months le...intelligent is the word for her...but she tends to keep whining and crying....especially when she is tired and bored...i dunno leh...i very irritated but such behaviour of hers...i will whack!!!very sick i find...but i really cannot take the cries...

1. she can say "oh-oh"..mama..papa..ah ma...car-car...mum-mum...bear-bear...ball-ball.."bai-bai"(pray)...kor kor..bye...
2. she will take her shoes when she going out...
3. take off her shoes when she reach a house...and keep them...
4. whenever she sees an alter she will put her hands together and pray..
5. when she looks into a mirror she will smile=ai mei
6. she chooses her own clothes that she wanna wear
7. when i take out the cane she will run....lols
8. she will kiss goodbye before u go out...

• issue 4___________

i just looking for my happiness....will u give me it again