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❤Sunday, December 02, 2007 ❤

princess is sick....down with flu and bad cough....i also got the flu from her le...pray that the lord will take away all her sickness...cuz it hurts me to see her this way....

i am all alone now...left with my girl...ting...est...and my sister zhen....trying hard to be strong...

guess wat....he finally opened his mouth to ask me move back home...[too bad i got no home to move back to]...i stay out late cuz he is not at home...so i dun feel like staying home....i am scared of his dad....he at home he dun talk to me....he gets angry all the time for dunno wat reason....he thinks i sit other people bike....GOD DAMN IT!!!!I GOT LOOK LIKE SO DESPERATE TO SIT BIKE NOT....NOT SAY PORSH CAR LOR....OR AEROPLANE.....[dunno wat u thinking also]...

my good friend...someone i trusted the most....lied to me......i broke down....cannot take it....if its cuz of her i will get rid of her....waiting for next week......

wat am i suppose to do with my life....ya....find job...find le...at ritz carlton hotel.....as front desk....pressure and stress is there but i believe i will pursue to give my girl happiness...i cannot find a way out....things are not going my way.....

i wanna tell u how much i miss u...how hurt i am....how disappointed i feel....i thought u loved me...but it was all a lie.....is this a way of revenge???i hope not....booo....big hug..big kiss...miss miss


candy-val
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