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❤Sunday, May 04, 2008 ❤

pondering over some thoughts....recently i got involve with a "wierd" spam....mentioning about my past here and there...come to think of it...i did had a havock kind of teenage life....maybe like people alwaex says.....you make a mistake and it will alwaez be remembered....it can never be erased from people's minds...and that "black" dot will alwaez be part of ur life....i did have an ugly past...leaving impressions on people that i am loose...but when i really did change...when i really did stop...when i really did love a guy....i am never appreciated...i am never forgiven....it's a sad thing to know though.....yar....its a serve me right kind of issue....but i never did harm anyone did i??i never did snatch any one's boyfriend or husband wat...so wats the big fuss about....*shrugs....

to the people around who is trying or has condemned me::::::
i now have left my world of friends....i am living a completely different kind of life now....all i focus on is my two lil girls...and my husband-to-be.....my sexeh....and my baby sister....i do not have extra energy to go round clearing up misunderstandings and gossips...once and for all i have to say this...i have no ulterior motive or anything up my sleeve in hanging around with my sexeh.....

in my 34 weeks of pregnancy le....5 or 6 more weeks to go before the birth of my youngest princess.....praying for a smooth and safe delivery.....healthy baby will do.....once again....i love my lil family.....i love my sexeh and her family....i love my mummy...my baby sister...my aunt...


candy-val
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