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❤Thursday, August 07, 2008 ❤

21 mths old...at grandma place

ariel pushing mini pram
miss ariel
mirror mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all?
first pic after one year
still got fats to shed..jia you!


candy-val
5:36 PM

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5:30 PM

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candy-val
3:20 PM

❤Wednesday, August 06, 2008 ❤


hello...may i speak to....


when i using the phone do not disturb


at ichiban boshi.....sushi please


sexy???


i know i am pretty


too tired...nap time


give me a kiss


candy-val
7:43 PM

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finally back to update....okie...many many...gotta back-date a little...

1st july2008
i went for my last check up at 12p.m...and still there is no contractions or show or bursting of my water bag....doctor admitted me straight...i toss and turn on the delivery bed...bored...fell asleep and 4 p.m...doctor burst my water bag....it hurts cuz the doctor was damn rough...anyway...my contractions came more regular...doctor say by midnight will give birth...so i wait and fell asleep again....the nurses laughed at me cuz i brought ariel's barney along...held on to it all the time...finally i felt pain....cannot take it le...so i asked for the laughing gas...dear called and told me he could book out awhile....i was so painful but happy....7.00p.m...i was in pain...i called the nurse and said i wanted to shit...the nurses told me i was in labour...the head was there le...i blur...cuz i got no time to call dear cuz too pain to talk...i did not expect so fast..cuz thought dear can rush by midnight...aniwaez....same thing like when i had ariel...i gave myself three chances of pushing....and at 7.15p.m..."pop" BELLE IS OUT...shocked when doctor told me my girl was 4.65kg....he still can joke saying if my hubby was "ang moh"...lols....but i was in pain cuz the doctor took a long time to stitch up cuz i had a tear...gosh...i held on to barney tight...the doctor keep asking me things and i cannot answer...too pain le...more pain then when i had ariel...

i stayed in the hospital for five days...why so long??ha...cuz i had to do stitching the next day...then cannot pass urine...so doctor monitor...and the worst was belle had jaundice...till very high...she was put under double ultra light...panicked and worried...for ariel never had such problem....imagine how bad my stitches...even on the fifth day i still had problems getting out of bed...and cannot walk for long...haix....this girl really knows how to spend my money...

ariel visited her sister for the first time at the hospital with my mum...good thing was she dotes on her...i missed ariel so badly....during my hospital stay ariel was at ting's place...i wanna thank her family and her for tolerating her and helping me...loves....

during confinement
i had to look after belle and start all over again cuz it's been some time since i look after baby...haha..tired...cuz i did not had time to sleep...for belle at night dun sleep...the worst...my mil played mahjong everyday from morning....how to get peace...i dunno why she cannot understand...wat an environment for my kids...i was so stressed out....looking after two...cuz ariel was very nonsense...she was getting bad in behaviour...i kept telling myself she was just seeking attention...but i cannot correct her...i lost my cool several times reprimanding her...and i am stuckin the cramp and messy room....i need space...i need air....mentally i cannot take it...to add matter worst...mil put belle in the sarong several times when i am not aware...i told her NO yet she still does..stubborn...and now belle is addicted to it...and funny thing is she can come and laugh and tell me" try not to put her on the sarong see can not..."wtf....now she is addicted and u tell me this...pengx*

27th july'08
celebrated belle's first month early....cuz got some things on her first month date....so...we had buffet...it was a last min thing...lucky thing was that everything fell in place nicely...did not expect so many guests....lucky food enough....the shocking thing was that all the angpaos from the relatives...my mother in law took and keep...wat the hell...that is meant for my girl...not for any of us...she used it to cover for her buffet....omg...i got so pissed...why their family like that de....i cannot understand...if wanna keep i already keep it for myself...wats more i not working thenm i need to buy pampers and milk leh???siao de...

my second princess name is Belle, Qian-le


candy-val
6:39 PM