❤Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ❤
a penny for my thoughts.........................
just when u think things can't get any worse...they do. I've learnt that life is like an hourglass....sooner or later everything hits rock bottom....all u have to do is to wait and be patient...till someone comes and turn everything back round again....(and i have found that person.......bryan tan)
i'm selfish..impatient..and a little insecure....i make mistakes..sometimes hard to control and might be hard to handle at times...but if u can't handle me at my worst..then hell u dun deserve me at my best....
candy-val
12:13 AM
12:13 AM
❤Monday, June 29, 2009 ❤
some silly pics of ariel at changi airport the swensens yesterday.....
candy-val
8:54 PM
8:54 PM
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candy-val
1:07 PM
1:07 PM
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many things have been happening.....to recall first....
my big aunt passed away....yes....my mummy's elder sister whom we call 'violet mummy'...she is one of our closest aunt...she was a beautiful lady who taught us many things...becuz of an incident few years back....we were not that close any more...however..memories of her bringing us out...having fun...having good food...protecting us when mummy got angry...all these will never be forgotten..even when she was disappointed in me for something...she still came to see me and my girls when i gave birth....when i heard the news my herat felt so lost..so sudden..so sour...aniwaex...violet mummy.....thank u for ur upbringing and help all these time....u will never be forgotten by me or my girls..i will tell them who u are when they are bigger....send ur blessings to ur love ones..and may u be reunited with chriss daddy in heaven...watch over us all...
during the last night of the funeral...i brought the girls down to pay her last respect..for she love the two girls when she was alive....as usual...princess ariel was so darling..so sweet of her...she saw violet mummy's photo and she said.."mei mei hor...yiyi nana mei mei"...(yiyi nana is wat she calls her).....then we prayed and proceed inside to see her....ariel was shock...ad she dare not touch her..yet she can tell me..to keep quiet cuz yiyi nana is sleeping...tears fell from my eyes....then she asked if she could sleep with her inside...just becuz ariel was tired...darling right?then when she saw all of us crying...she also sniffed her her nose like she was also...i dunno how to explain to her...but i am sure violet mummy will be so happy.....especially when u see ariel kiss her goodbye..my heart just broke down....
special thanks to ting for helping me ake care of ariel the past few days when i was busy with my aunt's things...thanks for ur time and effort...loves....
recently have been very tired...not enough sleep..thanks dear for ur patience..thanks for driving me up and down to pick the kids and sending me here and there without complaints everyday..love u lots.....many pics to upload from my camera..but i just cannot seems to find my cable...any way....will do it as soon...
as for belle belle....she can walk already....talking and blabbering away with her sister....she is very very monsterous..so notti de..like a boy not girl lorx.....cannot sit still one...buay si tiam....haix...
candy-val
12:48 PM
12:48 PM
❤Monday, June 08, 2009 ❤
valerie
candy-val
3:03 AM
3:03 AM
❤Wednesday, June 03, 2009 ❤
disappointed when i saw his face book shout out....now then i realised how much he wanted me to leave his place already....already shifted most of the stuffs to daddy place...we have been staying here like 3 to four days le....still got somethings to move though.....ariel s gettig on very fine here..lke she is all the while known for her adaptability and surviving skills.lols...belle on the other hand like me...still not used to it..she keeps clinging on to me like monkey...keep want bao bao..carry here and there....i leh....at night cannot sleep...haix....see here am i writing blog..god bless belle...hope she faster ge used to it before my arms break..my muscles are aching liao...(as know she is not very light...hmm...)
daddy told me not to work for the time being..he say ask me look after the girls and the house.oh no.i really dunno wat to do le....hope faster can settle for he maid...i will die staying home like that everyday....
thank god i have a understanding bf right now...he would buy me lunch if i cannot go down buy....he will bring me here and there to wherever i need to go....he will bring my girls out....he will carry belle and never complain...[kinda tiring u know]...he will try to endure my nonsense cuz i keep throwing temper at him....[uh-oh]....i am happy right now...but i am still trying to let go my past....T.W.B loves*
leon heng....i hope u will move on...u really disappointed me..if u stll got heart...think of the girls..u promised to give them money de...even u dun trust me u can transfer straight to my mother...u have not taken up any resposibility....think about it...i dun wanna nag liao...
candy-val
4:26 AM
4:26 AM