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❤Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ❤

first of all....i would like to congrats my dear for getting fourth i the lion dance competion this year.....i will be awaiting for ur performance at taka on september de....good job guys....ur efforts are not wasted.....dun worry dear...me and ariel and belle will accompany u again for ur training sessions de=)....do me proud k????a big hug to u and the team....

i am very confused and disappointed over some issues...i do not understand why people around me would be the ones who hurt me the most....i did hurt a few....but i never do wrong.....maybe i trusted to tell u things..but ur masked face fooled me....maybe i tried to give u chances yet u doubted me again....why is it that ur words just have to be so nasty towards me.....i swear upon anything that i have never taken a single one for granted....yet rumours and misunderstandings blew it all...maybe i do things bluntly.....but why u have to put me down this way.....

to the people out there....my friends or my opposition team......i am just looking for my happiness and not continueing my mistakes over again...i dragged things between me and leon too long already.....things had to end cuz i have to admit that things are not going the same way as i want it to.....even if u guys dun give me ur blessings with my new bf....keep the nasty comments to urself...my girls are happy...so am i...sometimes i really gets confused with my friends words..u people who i treated as friends were the ones who encouraged and asked me to let leon go...now u all betray me with ur words.....lols....i really wanna laugh it all out.......

u people thinks it's easy???it's like so easy for u all to go work....to go out....to enjoy....to fall in love...to enjoy romance...but me???i have to think twice before i wanna go out cuz i have to bring the girls with me...i cannot eat in peace....walk freely.....when i thought of putting them for someone to help me take care of them when i can go work for that few hours and earn that pathetic pay.....who is there to understand.....u guys know i got no one to look after them so i cannot work...when i have a job offer for that few hours....u guys would say things....omg...i really dunno wat to do....like i always say..even if i dun eat...i will not let my girls go hungry de...

dear....thanks for being there for me....not forgetting my two girls... never fail to buy them things...bring them out...eat nice food...carrying them when u know i am breaking down....i love u for all these and so much more....dear..thanks for buying the carebear stuff toys collection for me on our monthly anniversary...i really was touched(oops...yah..i did cry in public) ....dear i will be waiting for the rest of the collection....cuz i know that there will be many years in counting for us...(one care bear=one month)...u really am spoiling me dear....


candy-val
4:18 AM