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❤Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ❤

gosh.....the weather is killing.......just brought two princesses down for lunch......as usual...princess ariel asked for noodles....and in the end she did not want...made me raised muh voice in public again....*sibei chao kuan*.....after scolding then she eat two mouth....haix....spoilt la she...wat she wanna eat or drink i also will buy...in the end....she just thinks her mother is fcuking rich....the rest of the noodles of cuz....kit's precious belle's duty...she ate finish the rest.....

dear till now not yet call me...reason out things with him last night....then he whole moring never even messaged....so i messaged him just now at 12 plus...he said he was busy......haix...i really dunno la...maybe i too free...so i kinda observe such detailed stuffs......i really wanna know wat time then will i hear from him......not forgetting tonight he got yew keng....ha.....(val ar....just heck care la......)



candy-val
2:32 PM

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haix...i am feeling kinda lost right now..i am not asleep yet i am searching the web for all the info i need to know.....

  • i really wanna know wat love means....
  • wat the hell have i been doing all these while...
  • why am i still not appreciative of everything that u have done for me...
  • why is it that i cannot tolerate a little bit more when u pissed me...
  • why is it that i cannot let go a little so that u can do wat u like...
  • why my hearts still hurtss at times ot knowing why
  • why i will still cry at night at times...

i am reading and so i am learning...just to be someone better and more suitable for u........

50 years from now, id be so old, I might forget u. I might not remember ever knowing you, or might forget I once cared for you. I might….. But I won't.


Falling in love with you is the second best thing in the world... Finding you is the first!


How would you know if he really loves you? It's when you scream he's calm. When you slap him, he kisses you. When you cry, he hugs you. When you tell him you hate him, he tells you he loves you!


When the time comes I can't smile anymore, don't worry about me, I know what to do. I'll just stare at one corner and think of you. No one else could make me happy like the way you do.


No matter how sad, no matter how sick, I feel better just thinking of you... but i'm happier each time i send you a message 'coz i know i'll be DISTURBING YOU!


You are the reason why I have sleepless nights. You are the reason why I tend to hold my pillow tight. It's you that I'm thinking when I lay down at night. And you are the reason I can't sleep without saying goodnight.

What is love? Those who don't like it call it responsibility. Those who play with it call it a game. Those who don't have it call it a dream. Those who understand it call it destiny. And me, I call it You.


I used to think that dreams do not come true, but this quickly changed the moment I laid my eyes on you.


Love. All my life I have read about it, dreamt of it, waited for it, cried for it, needed it. Now with you, I have found it.


I don't want to say I miss you, though deep inside I do, coz I'm afraid you might see thru and know how much fear I have of losing someone like you.


Can I say I love you today? If not, can I ask you again tomorrow? And the day after tomorrow? And the day after that? Coz I'll be loving you every single day of my life.



candy-val
2:34 AM

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20th sept '09

  • today is cousin olivia's wedding....
  • held at east coast beach...outdoor de..
  • very sweet and romantic....as the sunsets....
  • then headed to inside for a buffet......
  • yummy yummy....something different....for i never been to a outdoor wedding before
  • of course with the accompany of dear dear
23rd sept'09
  • it's princess ariel's birthday......HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING
  • she turned three this year.....wooohoo...
  • bought new pair of shoes......
  • brought her to cafe cartel to have lunch wit dear and sis(shan) and dylon
  • ate ate ate.....had fun running here and there wit the kids though
  • simple birthday yet lots of love from all who cares....
  • supposed to bring ariel to zoo...but again..things cropped up....no worries girl...soon

i cannot exactly rememeber all the dates...but went to old "cherry"recently..had fun..drank alot....with the group of cute lil friends of mine....the GAK's...lols.....especially my "sister"=jasper....wHAhHa...no drunk no home.......the place there changed alot...much better...girls there very pretty...eh...most....eh...some la...lols....but the band there now more suitable for human to hear lor.....lolx....

yesterday went to jp to have dinner with ting.....had japanese food as usual...shiok....eat till full full....was telling ting...my diet plan fail la....keep cannot start right.....die la.....shedding those pounds off is really asking muh life....arrrgh.....

today...early afternoon brought the kids out....as supposed to go meet my baby sis zhen zhen...but she only has one hour breaktime...hence...never so instead went down to bishan to meet my aunt....afer that went over to her place slack.....(sis...i will meet u another day ya?sorry the kids delayed the timing then got stuck in a jam...so cannot make it on time....loves loves)after that...around 8 plus.....dear came to fetch us.....we headed to serangoon to slack......kids ate mac and enjoyed themselves at the playground there...then headed home......

OH ya....ddear bought me a limited edition care bear...whiite de...second biggest size in singapore....he told me eeded to go tiong bahru to buy dvds....then i went to do muh shopping at watsons...suddenly when we met up....he told me he lost sixty dollars....i shocked....blurrrrrr.....where the hell the money go.....then headed to vehicle to find....he passed me the keys and when i went.....i saw the bear smiling at me....i happy and touched like fuck lor.....my tears flow once more......i really never expect it at all..no hints no loopholes.....thank u dear for being so sweet....i feel so lucky for there are only 3 in one outlet....loves loves

thats about all for the missed updates people are wondering...lols.....PICS ARE ON THE WAY



candy-val
2:12 AM