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❤Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ❤

i am just so loving this song.....i dnno why is it that the man i used to love would never be touched with the things i have done for him....wat wrong have i done in the past to deserve such
thing.....who were with u when u were down...who gave u money just for ur meals...who stood by you when people walked away...who gave u two beautiful daughters...who never asked u for a single cent...who bought u ciggs when u had none....who cried and beg u to return when u just chose to walk off with another girl...i am just a fool to believe u really did change for me....to believe that u really or should i say...finally loved me......i dunno why i would cry once more when u tried to hurt me with ur words...but anyway.....it's over.....(dearest leon)

take a bow-rihanna
(Intro:)
Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

(Verse 1:)
You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,Tryin' to apologize,
You�re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.

(Chorus:)
Don�t tell me you�re sorry 'cause you�re not,
Baby when I know you�re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it�s time to go (oh),
Curtain�s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',But it�s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

(Verse 2:)
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin� 'bout girl, I love you, you�re the one,
This just looks like the re-run,Please, what else is on.

(Chorus:)
And don�t tell me you�re sorry 'cause you�re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you�re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),You really had me goin',
But now it�s time to go (oh),
Curtain�s finally closin',That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',But it�s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

(Bridge:)
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be paithful to me,
Let's hear your speech out,How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.

(Chorus:)
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it�s time to go (oh),
Curtain�s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',But it�s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.




i have got one darling bf (bryan)by my side...who showered me with lots of love and is more than enough to cover and make up for wat i have lost in the past......cheers to good and sweet guys like bryan and mark....(hey i never forget u hor....come out with me and bryan for lunch and drinks again leh...lols.....misses)


candy-val
10:00 AM

❤Sunday, October 25, 2009 ❤

today i just am feeling so tired...i dunno why....shag.....mummy brought two princesses out.....today no work....went to eunos with dear in the evening for his religion thing then headed to katong to find the girls and guys.....fetch them liao go grandlink play billiard.....haix...old liao....rusty le....lols.....i miss the old days when i was younger...that i could slack at cine play billiard....wahahahha...miss the good old days.....

after which headed to redhill.....boring boring.....arrrrgh.....i am feeling kinda no life.....i wanna earn big bucks and bring the kids for a holiday or something.....

okie...nth much to say today le......i love u baby girls.....hugs hugs


candy-val
12:23 AM

❤Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ❤

super boring day.....now on my lappy at work..lols...just now went down to redhill settle some things.....my lil princesses i wonder how they are doing....not with me...missing u girls.....i put them at boon lay place cause i needed to work..... super duper broke.....fcuk...dunno how to survive....the mother dun wanna help me look after them then i got no one else to help.....gotta think of a better solution........baby princesses....mummy miss u girls.....hugs hugs
just now ran from work to meet the girls at redhill to settle ah xin thing......

a note to xin......

dearest boy....i dunno why u just will not learn ur lesson....but instead got worst and worst......ah beng and i have been trying so hard to help u yet u take for granted thats why things gt ugly....everyone got limited patience.....just yesterday we told u off and today u double the nonsense for us.....of all thing u come and scold my sister.....hey....my family is not for u to bully de...if u have valied reason i shut my mouth....but u just simply cuz of possessiveness towards vickaye.....this slap from me is nothing.......the next time beng and i will not give u more chances le.....u luckjy today got "ling" pai....pls boy...u are smart....pls learn la...dun becuz of such small and stupid girl issues get u in shit........think.........not we nagging...but lies again is a no no......haix.....


candy-val
12:17 AM

❤Friday, October 16, 2009 ❤

so freaking bored right now...just cannot get to slp..yesterday went down to redhill again to slack and eat muh vegetarian dinner...had zhai spaghetti today...the kids played...ran...yelled...had fun....ariel and ang kong loh became good friends...surprisingly...lols..but very funny.....slacked till eleven plus twelve then headed back home...tired...back aching like hell...

today dear cannot pei me...not even talk to me on the phone cuz he gotta invite his god...haix...sians....dunno wat to do later...should i go mummy there...so the kids can swim...but very far nehx...aiyahyah.....

to dearest shan and girls.....yes..u girls know i talking bout u.....i really hope u girls will be good and not do such silly things again ya..nobody is gossiping bout u all...and no body is scolding u all...just dun wish to see u girls get into trouble.....paikia no need do all these things de...be smart....*winks...whether u girls get my hint or not i dunno....but the next time i will confront u all le....ya???love u girls....


candy-val
4:29 AM

❤Thursday, October 15, 2009 ❤

arrrgh i am freaking bored at home......dear just now came in the afternoon...bought me my vegetarian noodles....weeee.....thanks thanks...dear is also sick...think i passed my sickness to him...my diet is not really working...i dunno why....one day eat one meal...yet still like that.....hmmmmm.i dun feel lighter...i feel weaker.....gosh....no strength to keep playing and carrying belle...like yesterday i was at redhill with the kids.....she run and run...n the end ost of the time is dear who go catch her....i got dizzy spells i dunno why....and everyone starts asking me why i look so pale....oh no....its torturing u know...but for the sake for a slimmer body.....val jia you....wooooosh....

so irritated with this vegetarian thingy.....haix..dear and i can only hold hands like lil kids...no kissing goodbye or nights.....arrrrrgh hates****gotta tolerate about few more weeks....know wats worst...this coming 18th is our monthly anniversary and he gotta be busy with inviting the god....omg....cannt believe this is happening to me.....thinking if wanna go over to mummy place..for tml till sunday dear got no time to meet us....oh well....will decide later.....


candy-val
4:16 PM

❤Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ❤

dunno wat the hell am i doing still not asleep.....i just cannot seem to sleep...but yesterday was the start of my vegetarian month...."zhai".....just for the sake of having a lil blessings cuz i have really been down...i mean...eveything is just not going smoothly..and at the same time...i accompanying dear dear....cuz he got his "jiu wang ye" thingy.....yes...i dunno how to explain but is a kinda festive where u pray to this god......hm.....so....imagine me eating all the normal onsense i eat and dear cannot eat...like so bad...so..uh-hem.......*winks* but i am having a big problem with this vegetarian thing cuz near my place got no such food and i am oreadix a very lazy person so no food for me....ya....diet diet diet begins.......finally some of u guys must be thinking...lols....only when dearie got free time then he willuy for me to eat....and like yesterday for instance....i am damn hungry...and damn no energy....like now i am typing at a really slow speed....lols.....

simple updates again....i dun have time to blog all the way so here and there again it goes.....

friday was bird and meh-meh's big day...wish them lots of love and happiness even though....ahem*.....ok.....i did not go attend for certain reasons...not nice to spell it out here....and i was all so lonely the whole night...after work headed down to redhill to wait for dear...waited till like 12 plus....gosh....boreds*.....then headed down to orchard tower....the club there...cuz it was lawrence birthday.....ew...so many ang moh and old man...and ah guas....yucks....hates*....drank alot though...high high high .....this suay old man who look disgusting got a nice shower of chivas from me...wahahahahaha.....actually i settled it muhself not wanting dear and frends to get into trouble....okie...enough of this....

sat was a mini early surprised celebration for ah xin....dear's ginna.....brought drinks down to redhill from frends and woohoo.....the birthday boy got drunk..lots and lots of chivas.....but still for a first time drinking boy....he holds himself well after that..just kinda comical.he kept asking why his movements so "fast"lols.....damn cute la he.....so happy birthday to u boy...big boy le...must know how to listen olreadix k....hugs
straight after all the lil ones went off....we headed down to drink more at club bubberry...yah...last time cherry there....drink drank and drunk......

sunday....met up with sis in town......slacked at wine bar and headed to redhill after that...ate and then we go to bubberry again...this time round saw long lost martin...lols....i told my sis and she still can ask me who is he.....she dun recognised him...lols.....okok....dun be surprised to see me fat martin....so long never see me, and i have been eating nonstop de u know....wats more to add to the day...finally my "aunt" came......gosh...it was like more than a week i missed it..and i thot....and dear prayed that i was preggie....omg....no way man...no way am i getting muhself preggie now again......not now....dear promised u two years later ya.....hmm...but also i was shocked la...cuz i really never expected to be pregg or something cuz we do take precautions ok.....i hope is enough...lols.....so.....bloody mary here i come......

think thats enough for now....as for pics...i so wanna upload...but i cannot find muh camera cable.......arrrrgh.......another day ba......loves to all....

i love u bryan tan....baby sis.....ariel and belle.....hugs hugs


candy-val
2:21 AM