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❤Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ❤

yesterday was a very nasty day for me.....ever since i stepped into redhilll everyhing was wrong....i got said by so many people for i dunno why.....summarized...i got into a fight with zhenzhen....my heart hurts.....all of us is just showing concern to ariel...i will not harm my own girl.....i may seems pek cek...but is really very hard to tolerate...things u said weren't nice either....all these while i loved u not enough....i spend not enough time with u...i dote u not eough so u have to say such ugly words to me....*clap hands*....tired....tired of all these.....maybe u mean wat u say....maybe u wanted to tell me this long time ago....no worries baby sis...i will not disturb u further.....i am just alone once more.....ur love to ariel i appreciate...but u said wrong things at wrong time....i was out of muh mind too...but....it's all ended.....20 years of sistership....in a second it was all destroyed.....i love u....come back when u still want me....

thank god that ariel's fever has subsided...no more fever...just the silly tummy ache thingy that keeps irritating her.....let her have the appetite to eat pls.....take the viruses away oh lord....thank u again

the devil took over me once more......brought belle to the carpark staircase....i bite muhself till numb....i burnt muhself with the cigg*fav*....i banged muh head against the brick wall..i slapped muhself umpteen times to wake me up....this pain i inflict on muhself is soo no fun....is so no pain...it cannot cover the pain i have in my heart...dun like to be said in public....want *face..hate myself...i hate myself for loving u

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