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❤Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ❤

wondering how is muh frends around me recently....hmmm...sooo much onsense and problems recently.....frends get caught........frends got in trouble.....arrrrgh......my lil babies are doing really well.....busy getting muhself prepared for ariel's school next year...still have to apply for schemes and all...this is wat u get when u got no $$$$$$$$......

daddy is no longer muh daddy....he is being shared and till the extend he no longer loves me like he used to.....the last thing i know...watever i want i could get when i was young...yar....those young young days......now...yes...my house have many new things....aunt got a beautiful big house in the philippines.....*envy....and my room that is shared with shan shan is beautiful now...but have they ever thought bout me and the kids???all i have is a foldable mattress in the room withut pillows or blanket.....i mean....yar...i know....it's aunt money.but i really am not recogised i the family ma????why like that....maybe i ruined it all in muh own hands....after leon thing daddy treats me like .....uh...i duno......the kids get new phones...new cameras...new lap tops...and when i ask for a lil bit more $ for food i have to think really hard.....yes i am crying inside...and i am crying it out loud.....jealous????no....it's envy...

it's a matter of thinking of...hey...val...u're 21 and wat do u expect...u
no longer belog in this family.....u supposed to be having ur on family out there......but u have nothing and simply...u are just nothing......

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