i am like preparing for my new year......arrrgh......yar...wondering why i am not asleep yet????i wonder too.....lols.....nno lar...actually i just cannot get to sleep now....and it's like wat time already lor....later ten gotta reach workplace......haix.....it's gonna be a tiring day today.....but for the sake of money$$$$ it's so-damn worth it larx......just a checklist for new year.....
-precious belle-
- new milk bottle
- new sandals
- new shoes
- new socks
- new pyjamas
- new clothes for visiting
-princess ariel-
- new pyjamas
- new clothes for visiting
- new socks
- new clips and rubberbands
as for me????
- dye muh hair
- paint my nails(D.I.Y)
- shoes/slippers(no shoes at all)
- new top
- new lingerie*winks
by the way.....ariel is learning fast in school....and she is writing well now...though at times she just waanna write it her own way.....as for belle belle....she is a monster....dun see her so sweet huh....she keeps beating people...especially her sister.....lil lil things she will do it...and is hard de ok......poor ariel always tolerating belle....haix....i beat and scold le...no use de.....belle have been crying and whinning these few days...dunno wats wrong....and she will throw her tempper....doing funny things like bringing her pacifier into the bathroom when she is going to bathe....and has to have it all the time...but in school she no longer takes pacifier.....hmmmm.....these two baobeiis of mine is simply so different in character....my inquisite mind really wants me to know them better ..heex...
dearie have been busy with work these days....so u dun really see us go drink le.....i really want a holiday together yar....waiting......
Labels: where to find money leh
5:21 AM
i easily get angry.....i am super-duper sensitive......but u dun expect me not to tell u and show u i am angry right?u dun expect me to smile like nothing's wrong....talk like everything's perfect....act like it's all a dream.....and pretend that it's not hurting me at all......do u really expect me to do so?
sometimes i really wonder.........where do i stand.......
wat it really means to be in love?Labels: emo.lost
6:58 AM
super-uber lazy to blog bout my things recently.....in general.......hmmmmm.....
- princess ariel and precious belle is doing very well adapting to school....though...miss belle is always crying when u just reach the school ....but very fast she keeps quiet...*phew
- ariel is wonderful....she will tell me wat she wanna eat after school or buy and then go in giving me a smile.....
- ariel will hold belle ands when i come and pick them after school...though they not same class.....*sweet
- btw....school is getting tougher for kids...so kiasu.....now already got homework for ariel...and is giving me a lil challenge teaching her to write......(i dun see why "Aa cannot be for apple" isn't it shorter to write than......Aa is for alligator)
- one full page of Aa's okie......tiring for them lor.....aniwaex....we parents just do wat the ministry of education wants huh
- everyday is tired tired tired for me.....just shag.....dunno why*shrugs
dear and i are starting to plan for our wedding.....though i am erm.......i dunno if i am prepared but i so wanna get married.......kinda sad the past few days.....not feeling very right.......
- have been quarrelling with dear(but i see the way u give in to me)never in a relationship is one smooth.....wat i can say is i am numb and immune ler..yes...sad will sad....when u do something to hurt me....but to me guys are like so......if u treat me good..i appreciate....if u dun....all i can say is i simply heck care also.....
- mummy ......u make me really very hurt....i never expect u not to tell ur "bf" and is family tat ariel is not ur grand-daughter.....do we ever or even exist in ur dictionary........i know u found a guy who loved u....willing to take another try.....i am super-super happy for u....but why hide from me....so so many things.....i dunno how to ask u....not wanting to interfere and be disrespectful......haix.....i love u mummy.....
11:27 AM
after so long i am back to blog........this new year is gonna be everything to me.....my two lil princesses are in school ler.....put them at "rainbow"...it's a private learning and development childcare.....yars....expansive....*eyes big*....but still....hmm.....it's gonna be fine fine fine.....today was their erm...third day????and it's already chaotic for me...they cannot wake up especially belle belle....and the thing is....ariel cried today at school...making a big fuss not wanting to go school.....the day before i hoax her with sweets and it turned out good for the first day with no crying at all...yesterday hoax them with macdonalds and it was still ok....today....they just refuse to go school.....arrrrrgh.....it takes time huh.....yars......hope they like it in school......everything is good for now...and i know it will be from now onwards......
dearie....thanks for working two jobs just to give us the best...i love u and thanks......*muackx
dear friend.......hope u are doing well and dun think too much....things dun say out i think is better luh huh?????take care
dear leon....good luck to u and ur marriage....hope i will be as happy as u are also huh? *smiles
3:24 AM