❤Friday, April 30, 2010 ❤
have been really tired today....super unwell....tummy pain again.....haix.....preparing for the wedding is a hussle.....olivia jie called today...she told me she was willing to help me with the wedding things like deco and stuffs.....super grateful for her sweet thoughts......hope they dun migrate before muh wedding.....my two princesses...bear with mummy for the time being ya....too many things to be done that i have left u two aside.....soon it will be over k...mummy promise whole lots of muh time with u girls....hugs
a checklist for the wedding to be done by next mth::::::::
- look for a solemnisor
- contact him and ask him to sign the consent form
- get the deco stuffs with olivia jie
- printing of invitation cards
- preparing guest list
- photo shoot
- trying and choosing of gowns
- check for the flowers and car deco
- go down to rom to register
- look for shoes
- look for nail designs
- think of my hairstyle
- get all the tea ceremony stuffs.....
many more to come.......*shake heads
Labels: wedding bells
candy-val
2:40 AM
❤Wednesday, April 28, 2010 ❤
went over to mummy place for dinner on last sunday.....super miss the food she cooks...my favourite black sauce chicken....kang kong with sambal.....*dun think too much ya....mum does nt know they are my favs...just happen to cook.....haix....aniwaex.....went over with dearie and the kids.....talked about the wedding and....phew...she is giving me headaches and heartaches again.....nt surprisingly....
- asked for her name in chinese and she argued with me that no need....cuz no invitation puts chinese names....please la...mummy...for nth i wan ur chinese name for wat......haix....forget it......
- she said if i were to marry off from daddy's place she nt giving us her blessings.....wat is this man......ok fine.....i choses daddy there cuz it's nearer for my jie meis and dear....jurong ma.....anyway we will still head up to tampines to mummy there for tea ceremony wat.....haiiiz....pls let me off la.......
- invitation card dun wan put name with daddy....aiyo........then how like that i also dunno....
why until now i gotta be in the midst of my parents problem....my aunt told me that this day is my big day...i put myself first....haix....i really gt no idea.....as for the wedding prep is half way done....placed deposit le....for restaurant....thinking of ways to do up the restaurant in a budget way...cuz it's awfully plain.....i dun wish to think more....my good friend ivy told me.....i shld be happy that bryan wants to give me a simple wedding right???hmm.....will be going to take photo shoot next mth.......still doing up the guest list cuz many pending names.....hair n make up will be done by pretty ivy.....gotta get the rings....book the flowers.....decide on my hairstyle....no joke lorx.......many many things........
my princesses are doing great...they are sweet like darlings la...lols....i cannot wait to bring them to me.....as for the lil darling in my tummy...it's growing big.....gotta cut down on my smoking....hmm..no stong will....*excuses........next checkup 12th may......i pray for a baby boy.....but so strong feeling it will be another princess.....goodness me
Labels: someone teach me pls
candy-val
1:30 PM
❤Monday, April 19, 2010 ❤
back to update....my in-laws are informed bout the wedding le...now left my daddy....cuz i messaged mummy to tell her le but she is not in singapore now.....i dunno if she will freak out or kill me...but i just wanna say i have decided to take this huge step in my life and i want the blessings from her and daddy....nothing means more to me than to see them smile on this day.....
we have settled the restaurant thingfy...now time to place deposit and take our photo shoot....guest list is roughly up.....but so much details and i am going bonkers...dun think i am just being rush but i just wan things to go perfect...supportive friends are around me....thank god for them.....
hope daddy will not request much from bryan cuz he very poor thing...this whole wedding is from solely his pocket and i am very guilty bout that....seeing him working so hard everyday just make me so sure of this guy......him telling me to have trust in him that the wedding things will go smooth is just so assuring.....dearie is never good at words....but when he say things he meant them....i am very happy as my dream is coming true....i love u dearie....ariel...and belle.....Labels: butterflies in muh tummy
candy-val
5:59 PM
❤Saturday, April 17, 2010 ❤
just came home not long.....doing the laundry now....waiting for the machine to spin and i can hang muh clothes.....two princesses are soundly asleep...and here am i ranting away.....so much is in muh thoughts right now.....why???simply becuz i having wild thoughts running thru my head......haix....
tomorrow dearie is going to tell his parents bout our wedding....bout baby....and so much more.....i dunno wats the outcome cuz i wont be there....seriously...i understand it's not easy for two old folks to accept such sudden news but still i pray for miracles.....=)the on sunday dearie will ask my daddy for muh hand in marriage.....wooosh....i really dunno their faces will cramp not....
i have been thinking bout this issues...abt muh parents recently...many times i have teared....believe it or not...i very reluctant to let go off my family....yes i have not been with them but still somehow when the thot of me getting married is equavalent to me losing them.......i have alot to say to my parents...be it my mummy or daddy...cuz i kow i never will have the courage to do so.....but i am thinking if i will have the strength and courage to have a thank you speech at my wedding dinner...hmmmm...
a note to my dearest mummy and
daddy......
i just wanna say a big thank you to both of you
for bringing me into this world...yes there are times which i have made u guys
mad...disappointed but i wanna say i never meant to hurt any of you.thank you
for all ur teachings and guidance all these while for me to become who i am
today....mummy,daddy....so many times you lifted me up when i fell....so many
times u guys gave me the "push" to keep me going....thanks for all these....but
i am a big girl now.....daddy....big girl grow up le....no longer ur lil
girl.....i know what i am doing and i am willing to face all life's challenges
ahead.....i know it's never easy.....but i will keep going for the both of you
and my three lil babies.....it's time to let go daddy.....believe in me and
bryan to bring the best for the three kids.....we may not be rich but our united
heart will stay strong against all odds.....i love you all....misses....hope you
guys will give me ur utmost support and blessings
Labels: i am full of happy tears....
candy-val
3:53 AM
❤Wednesday, April 14, 2010 ❤
hey peeps....i am feeling so stress over the wedding issues...yes...we not doing chalet le....cuz dearie wants me to have a beautiful wedding....but still we do have budget constraints cuz i not so stupid as to have an expensive wedding and struggle for my after days....have been browsing thru the web for venues.....wedding perks....customary must-haves......venues itself is giving me a headache already....i cannot decide..i chose based on the reviews of the restaurant and the price package.....wanna save as much as i can......so hope i can make up my mind fast and have the exact date that i want......
glad to hear that most of my jie mei's are ready already......all wishes and prayers have meant so much to me.....i just hope things will turn out beautifu......now waiting for dearie to inform muh parents bout it....as we wanna plan things before getting them noticed.......
my baby sis is willing to help me out with the banquet and that is a great help for she knows more bout this industry.......dearest friend ivy has been really sweet to offer me so much help......i thank god for these beautiful special friends around me......
baby princesses are doing really well....ariel has been teaching me lots of new songs.....and it's cute when u look at her expressions...lols....belle on the other hand....she is a mischievious one....she still clings to her pacifier and i got no idea how to wean her off.....but i can see that ariel is as excited as i am to see her lil sibling....as for belle...she simply bo chup....lols
u guys know something????i am very excited and happy.....though feeling unwell still.......baby is stable for now....so far so good...still have my first trimester morning sickness...but i can handle things....=)Labels: i am a happy bride
candy-val
12:31 PM
❤Thursday, April 08, 2010 ❤
short and sweet entry for today.....
- went for muh SGH appointment yesterday.....cuz i was in great pain.....
- walk-in is always at disadvantages......
- waited from 12noon till evening 5.30p.m before it was muh turn
- yes went for muh ultrasound scans and everything is very fine.....
- doctor told me that there is nothing she can do bout muh pain cuz everything gotta leave in the hands of the lord already..........
- thinking why??yess....i got miscarriages symptoms....but still hopping for this safe and healthy baby's arrival.......
- i am roughly 2mths plus preg........
- princess ariel and belle is going to have a lil companion..........
- being pressured to have a lil prince...but i ask for a healthy baby thats all....
- daddy bryan is being super anxious and excited over this......
- he is planning for a beautiful wedding for me.....
- i finally understands wat it means to have a lil child with the right guy at the right time...
- this pregnancy is difficult for me cuz me vomitting all the time and feeling giddy is not nice.....
- watsmore.....i am feeling pain all the time.....
- i am sure baby will go through this with me and seeing me stuggle so hard...u will come out healthy right????hee.......
okie.....dun stare at me.......yes it has been some time since me and bryan are planning for a wedding this year....so with or without this baby....we are proceeding with the wedding........*smiles....have been really busy to spent time with muh princesses...but now i have all the time in the world........mummy misses u girls super badly and i think u girls will be happy when we have a place of our own ya?????
i still have to think of ways to tell mummy bout this.......i know i will not get her blessings....but it's a matter of respect......i just hope things dun turn ugly......cuz mummy and daddy.....i miss u guys.......loves
Labels: i am a happy mummy of three.....
candy-val
12:06 PM
