❤Saturday, April 17, 2010 ❤
just came home not long.....doing the laundry now....waiting for the machine to spin and i can hang muh clothes.....two princesses are soundly asleep...and here am i ranting away.....so much is in muh thoughts right now.....why???simply becuz i having wild thoughts running thru my head......haix....
tomorrow dearie is going to tell his parents bout our wedding....bout baby....and so much more.....i dunno wats the outcome cuz i wont be there....seriously...i understand it's not easy for two old folks to accept such sudden news but still i pray for miracles.....=)the on sunday dearie will ask my daddy for muh hand in marriage.....wooosh....i really dunno their faces will cramp not....
i have been thinking bout this issues...abt muh parents recently...many times i have teared....believe it or not...i very reluctant to let go off my family....yes i have not been with them but still somehow when the thot of me getting married is equavalent to me losing them.......i have alot to say to my parents...be it my mummy or daddy...cuz i kow i never will have the courage to do so.....but i am thinking if i will have the strength and courage to have a thank you speech at my wedding dinner...hmmmm...
a note to my dearest mummy and
daddy......
i just wanna say a big thank you to both of you
for bringing me into this world...yes there are times which i have made u guys
mad...disappointed but i wanna say i never meant to hurt any of you.thank you
for all ur teachings and guidance all these while for me to become who i am
today....mummy,daddy....so many times you lifted me up when i fell....so many
times u guys gave me the "push" to keep me going....thanks for all these....but
i am a big girl now.....daddy....big girl grow up le....no longer ur lil
girl.....i know what i am doing and i am willing to face all life's challenges
ahead.....i know it's never easy.....but i will keep going for the both of you
and my three lil babies.....it's time to let go daddy.....believe in me and
bryan to bring the best for the three kids.....we may not be rich but our united
heart will stay strong against all odds.....i love you all....misses....hope you
guys will give me ur utmost support and blessings
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