• i am in muh 36 weeks plus of preg
• weight now is 73.2kg
• baby is healthily growing.....
• doc said i might have a possibility to due next week....
• that depends on when she wants to come out see the world also

headed to chinatown to use com after that cuz in the afternoon 2pm i till had to go back for my phsychiatrist check...doc asked me seceral quesions regarding my background and he could depict out muh whole life ....super smart...he still can congratulate me for not having mental problem...he said is a problem i have with my insecurity and stress and childhood torments.....he refferred me to a psychologist and said it would help better.....so waiting to talk to this prson to give me some solutions.....

dearie came down to find me with belle....poor ariel gotta be confined at home again.....feeling guilty still bout yesterday....ariel kept testing my patient and blew my top at her....i dunno how to allocate my whole time to so many people at the same time....guess i am wearing out....

getting excited over my due...getting worried and scred...dun ask me why...i wonder why too.....