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❤Friday, November 12, 2010 ❤

princess ariel is taken care by ting today....she have nt been going out for a long time and i am utterly guilty bout it.....but i just seek her understanding....her willfulness and stubborn attitude must have been caused by me not giving her much attention....haix,.....anyway...hope she enjoy these few days.

i have certain unclear things that i really wanna rant about....i just feel like talking bout it but no one to talk to regarding these issues so i am just gonna pen it down here...

firstly..i have to make clear that my hubby bryan is superb nice to me and the kids...however... there are times when i just dun understand things....he will never see me or the kids go hungry thats for sure...but i just have this feeling that somehow nowadays he just dun like me following him round....maybe cuz when i come out we will have to bring belle along and he will feel restricted in ways..he never say but i just feel it...u know...woman's six senses.....yes its a joy to bring belle out but like when she falls asleeep we cannot even go and have a meal....i mean a proper one....and i admit everytime i am never full cuz i have to feed her and look after her and more....
i really dunno how to tell dear that i am sorry but i am not trying to restrict him in anyway....

i am gonna be in labour anytime le...and i still have sooooo much to worry about.....i am kinda lost in a way cuz i feel like i am the only one worrying things....dear is always the happy go lucky kind of guy....so he will wait till a problem really crops up then he come and worry...but i am the kind who will worry before hand.....haix....many will tell me nt to be stress...to relax and all... but there are things that only i know i have to worry for....

giving dear his bday present of baby chloe....this 15th nov i have a checkup and most likely i will tell the doc to burst my water bag.....unless it happens naturally before the 15th....lols....

thats all for now...i am super sleepy le.....

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