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❤Sunday, September 18, 2011 ❤

after so long i am back to update.....tings have not been so smooth for me....financial issues rising...i found out i was pregnant with my 4th child and i lost it...i am 10 weeks pregnant but baby stopped growing at 6 weeks plus...why how and when did it happen i also not sure.....grieving thru this period cuz i had high hopes on having a baby boy....it's unfair why its gone cuz i first time went to pray to many temples...and like this....nothing more to comment.....waiting to wash off the foetus and start life again......bought several bb stuffs...yet so unpredictable....i told my sis if she want she can have them cuz i feeling very shit looking at those stuffs.....

maybe heaven knows that i am super tight up now...or maybe bb is a girl and he knows i want a boy so he took this chld from me to replace with another one soon....i am looking optimistic cuz there is nothing much i can do about it......accept treasuring my love ones around me even more....full stop for now.....

ariel is getting more rebellious and stubborn....she just wont listen to muh in laws...she just wanna do things her own way...kinda difficult to teach but i am tryingto read up on new means to teach her...

belle is very bubbly as usual...she gets sweeter nowadays....ahe learns o take care of her younger sister....though she will "play" with her but end up playing her sister toys on her own....

chloe is now super hyper...afraid of strangers though....she loves opening all muh drawers and sweeping everything onto the floor.....she wont call mummy and daddy yet....her vocab is only neh neh and mum mum.....lols...having 3 lil teeth now....she is in her 10 mths le....=)

hoping the kids will be smart and healthy.....not to let me worry.....




candy-val
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